AstroAssist
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So it seems like my chart, due to 12th house placements and Saturn oppositions, has given me a rough go at life.
Growing up, I had a restrictive and abusive father who was truly a terrible person but I am free from his hold now, thankfully. I never had the chance to do the things I wanted, guess that is what ***** about having garbage parents who are narcissists. Had to take a lot to get these fiends out of my life.
Then for a recent job I got after college, I had a scumbag boss and although it was in a field I liked, dealing with this toxic personality was so much that I had to quit.
Being in my 20s, I always wonder when life is going to give me a break.
Growing up I had dreams and aspirations only to have an overbearing sociopath for a father crush them.
I mean I fought hard to get the job out of college and despite a strong performance in it, I ended up with a garbage-tier boss who was out to ruin me.
Never had the chance to really work on dating much growing up because I was trying to escape poverty and most of the girls in my area were the kinds who had their first kid by 16 and then a dead-end job after that. Did not have a chance to really spend much time with my passions and hobbies either.
I feel so behind compared to the kids who grew up with good parents (or even half-way decent parents) as well as those who grew up with so many lucky breaks in life.
But I feel like whenever I chase my dreams and desires, some sort of a major roadblock hits me hard in the mouth. Like I wonder what if for the job I quit, I actually had a cool boss or even a decent one who wasn't out to ruin me.
I am left wondering, when will I get my lucky break with life? Is the saturn opposition and 12th house curse forever?
Here is my chart.
https://i.imgur.com/1e4lLCr.png
Growing up, I had a restrictive and abusive father who was truly a terrible person but I am free from his hold now, thankfully. I never had the chance to do the things I wanted, guess that is what ***** about having garbage parents who are narcissists. Had to take a lot to get these fiends out of my life.
Then for a recent job I got after college, I had a scumbag boss and although it was in a field I liked, dealing with this toxic personality was so much that I had to quit.
Being in my 20s, I always wonder when life is going to give me a break.
Growing up I had dreams and aspirations only to have an overbearing sociopath for a father crush them.
I mean I fought hard to get the job out of college and despite a strong performance in it, I ended up with a garbage-tier boss who was out to ruin me.
Never had the chance to really work on dating much growing up because I was trying to escape poverty and most of the girls in my area were the kinds who had their first kid by 16 and then a dead-end job after that. Did not have a chance to really spend much time with my passions and hobbies either.
I feel so behind compared to the kids who grew up with good parents (or even half-way decent parents) as well as those who grew up with so many lucky breaks in life.
But I feel like whenever I chase my dreams and desires, some sort of a major roadblock hits me hard in the mouth. Like I wonder what if for the job I quit, I actually had a cool boss or even a decent one who wasn't out to ruin me.
I am left wondering, when will I get my lucky break with life? Is the saturn opposition and 12th house curse forever?
Here is my chart.
https://i.imgur.com/1e4lLCr.png
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