I have experienced greater mental capacity with this square however the ability to summon the most elegant of speech concerning these thoughts have been overwhelming to say. Also with Pluto preparing to square upon itself from the 12th....lol.... I have been researching quite a bit, and I have to remember that the chart is to be understood and interpreted in a transpersonal manner. The doom and gloom...ech!....yes we all have a dark aspect with-in the essence of our pluto, however if we are aware of this energy, we are also given the choice to express it in the most positive of manner. I have felt the effects of Pluto since the beginning of the first breath of phrana; I have had quite a few experiences in which I have been able to utilize this energy in both positive and negative. However when I have utilized the negative, kharma, seems to reward me with such equality, that now, I have learned how to use this energy in the most rewarding manner for all. The natal saturn-uranus square; yeah....that one has been a challenge. Saturn sits with-in orb now. This is definitely an oppurtunity. I focus upon the nodes and realize how important these are to our life path. When the north node was conjunt mercury and pluto- uranus square, along with mars retrograde; I experienced a car accident which left me without transportation for two months. As the North node conjuncted my sun, I was dealing with public affairs concerning a seperation with children involved.....
When it was conjunct my Neptune, my life started to become foggy and distorted and the idea of who I was (ego) became challenged and seemingly the fabric was torn and reconstructed in such a way that I became so enthralled in studying astrology..... Great resource for books....A.R.E. Library (Virginia Beach)....
So needless to say, I have been meditating and watching the skys and moving through this great flowing river of change. lol. I am ready to move in the direction that I have contracted with the universe, however I am putting out to the universe now, I desire reflection upon my map.
Thank you for your input. I love sharing this great art.....