Though he still cares about you [he/Merc receives you/Moon by exaltation]. I don't see he is willing to come together and marry. This is because Moon and Merc do not aspect. Neither do you as signified by Jup and him as Merc; in fact they are disjunct, so the two of you really do not see eye to eye.
It does not look favorable to me.
Mercury, jupiter, venus and mars are the planet which important (taurus and scorpio are inclined signs). Venus is in fall of jupiter, mars in exaltion of venus
The 3 first - mercury, jupiter and venus are in saturn s sign aquarius and capricorn - saturn is 10th house ruler in naturally associated to public status like marriage Also part of marriage is in capricorn. Sign of saturn
But mars not..
I think here are two different things we have to see
1) child is 5th house moon is in Mercury's in exaltion but in Jupiter's exil. Moon will make trine to mars in about 11 degrees (month or years) and will bring its light to venus. Which receive it under one degree in capricorn, but still in capricorn. He cares for the child and you as mom but not women. Moon also changes in 7th house before hitting venus. And moon will change in libra, exaltion of saturn
2) mercury (you) and jupiter which signifies you and he
Unfortunately its really when mercury goes retrograde he will first hit sun.. If this mean denial or only delay..
Im not sure. I only could say that when another planet is first hit it does not necessarily mean denial.. I had this in a horary with a planet in 6th house for a job question.. There i got no job because of corona..bht jow i have one.
Interestingly mercury, jupiter and venus all square at same time mars on 17th degree