Do you have this placement? Know anybody with this placement? What are your thoughts/experiences with this placement?
I have Moon in my 1st house squaring Saturn and it's like the main aspect in my chart. It has a huge effect on me and I'm trying to figure out how to heal and best use this energy in my life.
I never really had much of a childhood and I blame this placement. I had a type of OCD which causes obsessive intrusive religious-themed thoughts from as early as 5 years old which I kept hidden from everybody. I was also hiding the fact that I was gay too so I never got to express myself and enjoy being a careless child. That really effected me. I also missed out a lot on young adulthood due to OCD and anxiety.
I got this interpretation of Moon Square Saturn from Darkstarastrology:
Thoughts on this placement?
I have Moon in my 1st house squaring Saturn and it's like the main aspect in my chart. It has a huge effect on me and I'm trying to figure out how to heal and best use this energy in my life.
I never really had much of a childhood and I blame this placement. I had a type of OCD which causes obsessive intrusive religious-themed thoughts from as early as 5 years old which I kept hidden from everybody. I was also hiding the fact that I was gay too so I never got to express myself and enjoy being a careless child. That really effected me. I also missed out a lot on young adulthood due to OCD and anxiety.
I got this interpretation of Moon Square Saturn from Darkstarastrology:
Moon square or opposition Saturn grows up quickly, therefore deep inside Saturn’s armour is a very soft-centred, needy child. The subject is loathed to show this very fragile side of their character, so most of the time they appear very strong, capable and most of all independent. The suppressed needs will very often come out as incapacitating illness or depression, that way they get the care they feel they don’t deserve to ask for.
Thoughts on this placement?