Greeting everyone.
As what i've said in the title, i am a little child who have been living with a shy and self-defeating attitude since the very first moment of coming out from my mother's tummy and i hope by using astrology i can figure out how i can be more confident, engaging, creative and putting all of my heart out there, on the spotlight.
The problem is i don't know how to do it at all, i'm very sensitive to my environment and people's opinions that whenever a stranger laughs, i automatically freak out deep inside because i think they're laughing because i look stupid, my face is too ugly or something like that, and it sure will haunt me for the rest of the day.
But i really want to be on stage and show people what i can do, even though i don't know exactly what i can do, but somehow i know i need to do that in this lifetime, maybe because of my Leo north node in the 5th house ?
As what i've said in the title, i am a little child who have been living with a shy and self-defeating attitude since the very first moment of coming out from my mother's tummy and i hope by using astrology i can figure out how i can be more confident, engaging, creative and putting all of my heart out there, on the spotlight.
The problem is i don't know how to do it at all, i'm very sensitive to my environment and people's opinions that whenever a stranger laughs, i automatically freak out deep inside because i think they're laughing because i look stupid, my face is too ugly or something like that, and it sure will haunt me for the rest of the day.
But i really want to be on stage and show people what i can do, even though i don't know exactly what i can do, but somehow i know i need to do that in this lifetime, maybe because of my Leo north node in the 5th house ?