Salme
Active member
Dear friends
I have a question how should I deal with the Venusian issues in my life? I have met two opposite oppinions on South Node conjunctions: 1) I should leave behind Venusian stuff like fashion, art, even maintaining good looks, etc. 2) I should on the contrary develop taste for fine things - this makes me more likely to meet and complete the relationship I lost somewhere in past lives.
I even did the past life regression with a very good practician, saw two visions where 1) someone is sitting and creating shiny crystalls which have some meaning (magic or technical thing) and then all of sudden he or she is attacked by someone who just wants to own that because it's shiny, not for it's real value 2) a cleric is sitting over huge book like Bible or Talmud, there are beautiful reflections of stained glass and sun spots everywhere around the room. then he is killed by a person who is a worker (someone simple and poorly dressed), who made those stained glass windows and now wants to steal the book - just to copy nice images from it in his work.
All that was funny but didn't help. All I meet when I do Venus (drawing, photography, some work in fashion biz, even just going out in a nice dress) -- is jealousy which I completely miss out, blind spot, and also making me extremely sad for the jealous person because of Aquarian energies that make me always share anything good with the community or friends, give helping and if needed. i don't exaggerate - i simply don't understand what does it mean - to want something from another person when there is plenty of everything everywhere - for everybody, literally just go make and create.
I can't throw Venusian energy away from my life completely because it is what helps to sell - no matter which skills. plus I really love whaty's going on in the world these days - quantum biology, clean enery revolution ahead. i really start my day reading some nice magazines like Nautilus or Quanta , MIT press. I love the beauty of the ideas. If I was not so hurt by my previous contacts with envy I would start publishing my own media about new science. but for the moment I am partly scared partly disgusted.
is my lesson not to get blinded myself by beauty of no matter what - flowers, ideas, future possibilities . or occasionally blind someone and provoke jealousy and crime. just a matter of the amount and attitude?
I am close to understanding (finally) this conjunction. But need a second, third oppinion. Does anyone have\ has come across a somewhat the same experience? Venus and it's tough opposite side? South Node conjunctions?
I have a question how should I deal with the Venusian issues in my life? I have met two opposite oppinions on South Node conjunctions: 1) I should leave behind Venusian stuff like fashion, art, even maintaining good looks, etc. 2) I should on the contrary develop taste for fine things - this makes me more likely to meet and complete the relationship I lost somewhere in past lives.
I even did the past life regression with a very good practician, saw two visions where 1) someone is sitting and creating shiny crystalls which have some meaning (magic or technical thing) and then all of sudden he or she is attacked by someone who just wants to own that because it's shiny, not for it's real value 2) a cleric is sitting over huge book like Bible or Talmud, there are beautiful reflections of stained glass and sun spots everywhere around the room. then he is killed by a person who is a worker (someone simple and poorly dressed), who made those stained glass windows and now wants to steal the book - just to copy nice images from it in his work.
All that was funny but didn't help. All I meet when I do Venus (drawing, photography, some work in fashion biz, even just going out in a nice dress) -- is jealousy which I completely miss out, blind spot, and also making me extremely sad for the jealous person because of Aquarian energies that make me always share anything good with the community or friends, give helping and if needed. i don't exaggerate - i simply don't understand what does it mean - to want something from another person when there is plenty of everything everywhere - for everybody, literally just go make and create.
I can't throw Venusian energy away from my life completely because it is what helps to sell - no matter which skills. plus I really love whaty's going on in the world these days - quantum biology, clean enery revolution ahead. i really start my day reading some nice magazines like Nautilus or Quanta , MIT press. I love the beauty of the ideas. If I was not so hurt by my previous contacts with envy I would start publishing my own media about new science. but for the moment I am partly scared partly disgusted.
is my lesson not to get blinded myself by beauty of no matter what - flowers, ideas, future possibilities . or occasionally blind someone and provoke jealousy and crime. just a matter of the amount and attitude?
I am close to understanding (finally) this conjunction. But need a second, third oppinion. Does anyone have\ has come across a somewhat the same experience? Venus and it's tough opposite side? South Node conjunctions?