Chillaxer
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So, without going into more detail about the chart, the theme is go and get out, (weak 4th and strong 9th). The North node is in Leo in the 9th, and fortune is in Sagittarius in the 1st.
So the fire/Sag traits are clearly very fortuitous for me in making a better life.
The problem is trend is so clear and what I am stuck in and what benefits me is so clear, and yet the Sag energy is all about exploration and is not compatible with the practicalities and mundanities of life.
The other facet of my chart I'm wondering about is the 'bucket' trend with Chiron as the handle. This is clearly going to be some sort of important planet for me. It's in the ultra practical sign of Taurus, but I'm not good with finances, and it is in the 7th, on the Dsc. It is also square the nodes, which seems about some conflict- this does play out, and I can see how.
I see a relationship a certain way, as incompatible with freedom and the foreign settlement and growth I seek, so maybe I unconsciously seek this stable Taurean conservative partner. It doesn't appeal to go and make a life abroad with a woman, I only want to do a free solo journey, live on the road alone abroad or in a city etc.
Then there's astrological/philosophical stuff from those Sag/Ninth bits.
There's also a lot of politics in there and I feel my life depends on political outcomes.
But I don't think it's the ultimate destiny, in keeping with the chart.
I'm wondering if anyone can help me work through these Sag elements, as they seem key to me, and how to integrate them or give them m ore of a role, because I see a chart with great promise in these areas, and yet it is just not being activated. Neither is the Chiron 'handle' point either IMO.
So the fire/Sag traits are clearly very fortuitous for me in making a better life.
The problem is trend is so clear and what I am stuck in and what benefits me is so clear, and yet the Sag energy is all about exploration and is not compatible with the practicalities and mundanities of life.
The other facet of my chart I'm wondering about is the 'bucket' trend with Chiron as the handle. This is clearly going to be some sort of important planet for me. It's in the ultra practical sign of Taurus, but I'm not good with finances, and it is in the 7th, on the Dsc. It is also square the nodes, which seems about some conflict- this does play out, and I can see how.
I see a relationship a certain way, as incompatible with freedom and the foreign settlement and growth I seek, so maybe I unconsciously seek this stable Taurean conservative partner. It doesn't appeal to go and make a life abroad with a woman, I only want to do a free solo journey, live on the road alone abroad or in a city etc.
Then there's astrological/philosophical stuff from those Sag/Ninth bits.
There's also a lot of politics in there and I feel my life depends on political outcomes.
But I don't think it's the ultimate destiny, in keeping with the chart.
I'm wondering if anyone can help me work through these Sag elements, as they seem key to me, and how to integrate them or give them m ore of a role, because I see a chart with great promise in these areas, and yet it is just not being activated. Neither is the Chiron 'handle' point either IMO.