Neptune Rising
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Hi
I have a turbulent relationship with my father. I was six when parents divorced, after that, I only saw my father once or twice a year as far as I remember. I met up with him again when I was 15/16 and we saw each other much more regularly, got to know each other. But then, I had a lot of unresolved stuff inside as I was so young and a few years later we had a huge argument and I never saw him since. That was about 20 years ago.
Recently, his picture and his name is coming up alot around me, as he is in touch with all my family, except me. I'm his only daughter. So on Facebook, only recently, I saw a pic of him. I don't know if the composite may show if this relationship is retrievable, or if we are destined not to be in each other's lives.
I notice two yods, one, Merc sextile Mars, yod to Pluto. Those planetry energies are pretty explosive. The other yod, Pluto/Neptune yod to Mercury. Could that show an ability to resolve it with compassion?
He is Taurus sun, so maybe he could hold onto this for a long long time.
I see no transits that suggest a new start, only the transit of Chiron now on the composite Sun. I wonder, if he is seeing my name too on facebook, or pictures of my mum (posted from my cousins who are his FB friend) reminding him of me, and feels the same type of pain (Chiron/Sun).
The composite Saturn/Chiron is the relationship we have, its a tough lesson. The composite Sun is also square the Chiron. I have Sun square Chiron in my own natal chart, which relates to this relationship. My dad also has Chiron square the midpoint of his natal Sun/Moon. Interesting how that repeats. I See that this will be transited by Saturn over the next year, with Saturn opposing the composite Saturn/Chiron but also square the composite Sun. I am not sure if this is a good time to try and reconcile, or if more pain would result. Or could the Saturn opposition be a good time to start again with myself and him, as in facing the past, also facing the past pain (Chiron) and letting it go?
We had the huge argument when transiting north node was around 7 degree Scorpio, which was square the composite Mars, triggering off that yod.
Additionally, this Chiron square Sun aspect is in my chart, dad's, aunty on mum's side and I'm not sure who else. I also live with a landlord who has his natal Sun conjunct his natal Chiron on my vertex, opposition my Sun. He acts like a dad to me, much older. And funnily enough, I've made friends with a new housemate who's natal Sun conjunct my Chiron, while my natal Moon conjunct her Chiron! Can't escape it! It's my inheritance, Chiron in my natal 4th house
Until recently, I've buried my emotions regarding our separation. But with recently seeing his name as my cousins talk to him on their Facebook pages, then suddenly seeing his picture (the first one ive seen of him in years) it's all become rather vital to resolve somehow. Feels like a healing crisis, which feels very much like a Chiron transit to composite Sun. I had same transit with a longterm friend when we split up.
Thanks for looking
I have a turbulent relationship with my father. I was six when parents divorced, after that, I only saw my father once or twice a year as far as I remember. I met up with him again when I was 15/16 and we saw each other much more regularly, got to know each other. But then, I had a lot of unresolved stuff inside as I was so young and a few years later we had a huge argument and I never saw him since. That was about 20 years ago.
Recently, his picture and his name is coming up alot around me, as he is in touch with all my family, except me. I'm his only daughter. So on Facebook, only recently, I saw a pic of him. I don't know if the composite may show if this relationship is retrievable, or if we are destined not to be in each other's lives.
I notice two yods, one, Merc sextile Mars, yod to Pluto. Those planetry energies are pretty explosive. The other yod, Pluto/Neptune yod to Mercury. Could that show an ability to resolve it with compassion?
He is Taurus sun, so maybe he could hold onto this for a long long time.
I see no transits that suggest a new start, only the transit of Chiron now on the composite Sun. I wonder, if he is seeing my name too on facebook, or pictures of my mum (posted from my cousins who are his FB friend) reminding him of me, and feels the same type of pain (Chiron/Sun).
The composite Saturn/Chiron is the relationship we have, its a tough lesson. The composite Sun is also square the Chiron. I have Sun square Chiron in my own natal chart, which relates to this relationship. My dad also has Chiron square the midpoint of his natal Sun/Moon. Interesting how that repeats. I See that this will be transited by Saturn over the next year, with Saturn opposing the composite Saturn/Chiron but also square the composite Sun. I am not sure if this is a good time to try and reconcile, or if more pain would result. Or could the Saturn opposition be a good time to start again with myself and him, as in facing the past, also facing the past pain (Chiron) and letting it go?
We had the huge argument when transiting north node was around 7 degree Scorpio, which was square the composite Mars, triggering off that yod.
Additionally, this Chiron square Sun aspect is in my chart, dad's, aunty on mum's side and I'm not sure who else. I also live with a landlord who has his natal Sun conjunct his natal Chiron on my vertex, opposition my Sun. He acts like a dad to me, much older. And funnily enough, I've made friends with a new housemate who's natal Sun conjunct my Chiron, while my natal Moon conjunct her Chiron! Can't escape it! It's my inheritance, Chiron in my natal 4th house
Until recently, I've buried my emotions regarding our separation. But with recently seeing his name as my cousins talk to him on their Facebook pages, then suddenly seeing his picture (the first one ive seen of him in years) it's all become rather vital to resolve somehow. Feels like a healing crisis, which feels very much like a Chiron transit to composite Sun. I had same transit with a longterm friend when we split up.
Thanks for looking
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