Thank you rahu and sadge. It is bad relationship. Indeed. I wish I knew where I was getting but ****... He tried to break up earlier but I didn't let it.. That's so bad I did not recognize or actually I wanted to be loved so much that I would settle for anything lol
As it lasted for few years. :/ I am a lost person completely and it is sad to realize that i thought this would be good... >.> I just don't know what to say about myself anymore.
The synastry is not good, either. I feel so sorry for myself that i would want this for my self... Oh well... =)