What is your date of birth. I looked at the years when Uranus and Neptune were in the degrees of Capricorn as shown in your chart and it looks like the year must have been 1993?
Your chart is being impacted by transits that are very frustrating - Saturn is making a square to your natal Saturn which is the chart ruler. Your Scorpio planets are being transited by Saturn. When Mars is transited by Saturn there can be a feeling of defeat and frustration as if the any effort you put forth is met with resistance and obstacles appear everywhere. Because your Sun and Mercury is in the same transit, there may be much depression and your energy level is low. Pluto making a square to your natal Venus is very challenging to any love relationship you may be involved in, demanding that it change dramatically or end. Robert Hand (
Planets in Composite) states that this transit can produce a very intense longing for love that can be very compulsive and urgent and he advises waiting until this transit has passed before making a commitment to any relationship that begins under this transit. This transit is exact with Pluto at 12 now but will be in effect through all of 2015 and into 2016.
More from Robert Hand; Pluto over the ascendant:
a time of "extreme crisis'" when you will have become aware of aspects of your psyche you have previously ignored because they were too scary or you felt they were evil or weak. You may respond by trying to take control of everything.
I would guess that with so much Scorpio and the Capricorn Ascendant you are trying to deal with the crises by becoming more controlling. Hand says that Saturn square saturn can bring a "crisis in confidence" in your profession and an "identity crisis."
The good news is that Saturn will have moved away from your Scorpio planets very soon (next month)so I think evebts will start moving more easily and you will feel that there are less obstacles and frustrations. But Saturn will transit your nodes and square your Moon. So there will be residual depression into next year.
These are really life changing and emotionally intense transits. I hope you can get some emotional support during this time even if you have to find a professional counselor. It helps to understand that all transits eventually pass and accept there is some lesson that the challenges are meant to teach us. With your Scorpio and Capricorn emphasis you probably are very serious and could benefit from trying to go with the flow and not fight the changes.
Hope this helps,
B
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