I don't even know where to begin and even though I know people here are more open minded, I'm embarrassed to expose my current situation but here we go.
For the past weeks I was feeling weird, like I'm being pushed to think more deeply about certain subjects, do things differently and search for answers to questions I didn't even cared before.
I don't know when it all begin really maybe 3 weeks ago but suddenly I started to feel the need to researching the reason of death of some actor. I felt like he visited me, like he was talking to me, sharing his pain with me through his presence and the information I was finding (that I didn't even wanted to search really). What I've found was horrible but I was trying to move on with my life... and then he appeared in my dreams, he was shearing his passion for nature, his dreams and motivating me to create and realize my own that correlate with his because he feels like even alive he would't be able to accomplish it the way I can since I am more business oriented person (in his opinion).
He showed me, what I can do, my future successful, I was watching everything in awe but the feel of melancholy was also present, his last words to me were "do it" and after this I woke up still feeling of sadness and motivation to fight that didn't left me till this date.
IDK, maybe I'm sad for him, because he had nothing but positive ideas...
But same day I was trying to brush things off and got the urge to have a sign to confirm that something is really happening so I've combined our birthdays together and the result was 11 which is the same number I'm seeing everywhere.
Nothing like this ever happened to me, in the past I only had dreams and visits by members of my family and with no visions. So this made me wondering, maybe he's my soulmate, what is going on?
I understand nothing about astrology but in some videos I've seen astrologists talking about me having visits of late family members because of my placements but why he's visiting me too? What's happening?
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For the past weeks I was feeling weird, like I'm being pushed to think more deeply about certain subjects, do things differently and search for answers to questions I didn't even cared before.
I don't know when it all begin really maybe 3 weeks ago but suddenly I started to feel the need to researching the reason of death of some actor. I felt like he visited me, like he was talking to me, sharing his pain with me through his presence and the information I was finding (that I didn't even wanted to search really). What I've found was horrible but I was trying to move on with my life... and then he appeared in my dreams, he was shearing his passion for nature, his dreams and motivating me to create and realize my own that correlate with his because he feels like even alive he would't be able to accomplish it the way I can since I am more business oriented person (in his opinion).
He showed me, what I can do, my future successful, I was watching everything in awe but the feel of melancholy was also present, his last words to me were "do it" and after this I woke up still feeling of sadness and motivation to fight that didn't left me till this date.
IDK, maybe I'm sad for him, because he had nothing but positive ideas...
But same day I was trying to brush things off and got the urge to have a sign to confirm that something is really happening so I've combined our birthdays together and the result was 11 which is the same number I'm seeing everywhere.
Nothing like this ever happened to me, in the past I only had dreams and visits by members of my family and with no visions. So this made me wondering, maybe he's my soulmate, what is going on?
I understand nothing about astrology but in some videos I've seen astrologists talking about me having visits of late family members because of my placements but why he's visiting me too? What's happening?
my birth chat
composite
synastry