UraSatVen1029
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All my life I always wondered why the heck was I always misunderstood by some people-- even if the others actually got my intentions right. Or why even my CLOSEST friends can still sometimes get surprised by the little facts that they discover in me as time passes by. Heck, even I get confused by myself too. It's like I have sooo many different personalities throughout my entire life up to this point. But I'm aware of that since Neptune is in my 1st house.
But really. I had this little survey, asked a few people who i really trust and think that they can at least understand my personality by now-- and still, the results are surprising... and disappointing. Thanks to the Pluto transiting on my Ascendant for the past year, I finally got a clearer view of who I really am and what I really want. And so, you can imagine me raising my brows when I read and heard what they all thought of me personally. And found myself correcting them inside my head.
It's kinda sad, because I really thought I was an open book this whole time, heh. As a kid, I was expressive and engaging, then some people took my gullibleness as an advantage to hurt me, so since then I started closing up just a little bit, but still open enough to be friendly and vulnerable. And I was born with a Capricorn Ascendant. They're not the most emotional, at least upfront/publicly.
https://imgur.com/a/JSyFP
Do you think my 1st house planets play a part on this? Or my Scorpio placements, since they're also all about being secretive? What else do you think can contribute to this??
But really. I had this little survey, asked a few people who i really trust and think that they can at least understand my personality by now-- and still, the results are surprising... and disappointing. Thanks to the Pluto transiting on my Ascendant for the past year, I finally got a clearer view of who I really am and what I really want. And so, you can imagine me raising my brows when I read and heard what they all thought of me personally. And found myself correcting them inside my head.
It's kinda sad, because I really thought I was an open book this whole time, heh. As a kid, I was expressive and engaging, then some people took my gullibleness as an advantage to hurt me, so since then I started closing up just a little bit, but still open enough to be friendly and vulnerable. And I was born with a Capricorn Ascendant. They're not the most emotional, at least upfront/publicly.
https://imgur.com/a/JSyFP
Do you think my 1st house planets play a part on this? Or my Scorpio placements, since they're also all about being secretive? What else do you think can contribute to this??
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