You've got some placements in your chart that look like recipes for feeling that you do not have any friends and that life looks pretty bleak. For example, Pluto, the modern ruler of your 11th house of friends square moon-Saturn, sun-Mercury conjunct Chiron, Mars square Uranus-Neptune.
Have you been diagnosed with depression or another mental health issue? If not, you might tell your family doctor how you feel, and ask for a referral to a mental health specialist.
If you check out OK, I would suggest that you stop comparing yourself to other people. Some people are early stars who burn out young. Others are late bloomers. You are a unique person. I have noticed that 8th house people tend to be very private, so make sure you are getting out and about in situations where you can socialize and meet people.
You've been going through some heavy transits lately by Pluto and Uranus (your Libra and Capricorn planets) with Neptune squaring your Virgo planets. They are hard to deal with but their purpose is to test and refine the points that they touch. You are being asked to reinvent yourself on a profound level.
Are you at all spiritual?
A really nice aspect in your natal chart is Jupiter-Mars trine moon.
How do you experience it?