Not looking at your chart in details, I can only say, step out off your comfort zone! Do things u never did before, if you want something, u never had before! I say that out of own experience!
Some years ago I was in the same situation as you. I felt as no NO man EVER could love me. I felt so alien! You can even find my old threads about this unhappy time in my life on this forum.. I craved love so much, but was also soo scared of it, because I was hurt so often. And, you know, I don't want to say it is your fault, that you didn't have a partner yet, because everything, and especially in astrological terms I think, happens for a reason, we grow on tasks in life in our own tempo. Everyone's gotta go his own path and overcome their obstacles in some life. But maybe it's time to work on this obstacle now..
I met inspiring friends, that didn't analyze and think that much as me, they just did whatever the ... they wanted to do. Not thinking that much about consequences. As I did always. So, I learned it from them. I was just jumping into that cold water, not knowing what to expect, just for the sake of fun and wanting it. And it felt so good. So refreshing. When you open up to life itself, it reveals itself to you. And stop thinking you will never have a partner. It is a state of mind that is paralyzing and of course, can be a self-fulfilling prophecy. Be open for everything life has to offer you.
Bath in it.