UraSatVen1029
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I've noticed that I'm starting to embrace the Saturnian and Capricornian sode of me nowadays.
I was mostly very Scorpionic with undertones of Aquarius and Aries. Impatient, intense, brooding, ambitious, determined, quirky, rebellious, and etc. but my problem was the Capricorn side. I never understood how I got Capricorn ascendant and some major Saturn aspects to my personal planets. They were mostly debilitating to me at first. Success was also something I thrived for but I felt lazy, hopeless, insecure and pessimistic.
Now though, I understand why it should take time for me. Why I have to go through delays and disappointments and struggles. I just noticed how strong I really am and how these saturnian traits are actually within me all along. It was a struggle to blend Saturnian stuff with the Uranian and Scorpio stuff, but now I found it natural and wonderful. Liberating even. Huh, funny how being more Saturnian is liberating for me.
As long as I guarantee it/ it is guaranteed, combined with hardwork, dedication, patience and focus, I will get there
I was mostly very Scorpionic with undertones of Aquarius and Aries. Impatient, intense, brooding, ambitious, determined, quirky, rebellious, and etc. but my problem was the Capricorn side. I never understood how I got Capricorn ascendant and some major Saturn aspects to my personal planets. They were mostly debilitating to me at first. Success was also something I thrived for but I felt lazy, hopeless, insecure and pessimistic.
Now though, I understand why it should take time for me. Why I have to go through delays and disappointments and struggles. I just noticed how strong I really am and how these saturnian traits are actually within me all along. It was a struggle to blend Saturnian stuff with the Uranian and Scorpio stuff, but now I found it natural and wonderful. Liberating even. Huh, funny how being more Saturnian is liberating for me.
As long as I guarantee it/ it is guaranteed, combined with hardwork, dedication, patience and focus, I will get there