Alitta the Archer
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You know that type of hatred where you wish them death ??
My father is the most selfish jerk I've ever met . He treats my mother like garbage, my mother who still love him despite everything he has done. He stole her money, cheated on her so many times and keeps badmouthing her behind her back. He also try to avoid his finacial responsibilities towards me and my sisters, leaving everything on my Mom's shoulders.
He's a horrible person in every way. He's like dark cloud looming over our lives and I want it gone, forever.
I clash with him a lot because unlike my sisters, I'm brutally blunt. He has very violent temper and he won't hesitate to hit me. I hate him so much, I wish if he would just disappear .
Because of him, I've developed an opposite-gender complex. He made me hate men and fear any sort of commitment to them. I never want to get married,I never wish to experience what my Mom is going through. She's suffering from both Diabetics and High blood pressure,all because of that prick.
Is there anything in my birthchart that indicate my storming relationship with my so-ever-loving father ?? When will I overcome it ? how do I do it ?
I'm bearly 18, I'm still dependant on him financially because of college and my Mom refuses to divorce him, she's a devoted Muslim.
Had any of you exprience this ?
My birth Chart and My father's are right below, thanks in advance.
PS : I don't know my father's birth time so I used the " Unknown" option.
My father is the most selfish jerk I've ever met . He treats my mother like garbage, my mother who still love him despite everything he has done. He stole her money, cheated on her so many times and keeps badmouthing her behind her back. He also try to avoid his finacial responsibilities towards me and my sisters, leaving everything on my Mom's shoulders.
He's a horrible person in every way. He's like dark cloud looming over our lives and I want it gone, forever.
I clash with him a lot because unlike my sisters, I'm brutally blunt. He has very violent temper and he won't hesitate to hit me. I hate him so much, I wish if he would just disappear .
Because of him, I've developed an opposite-gender complex. He made me hate men and fear any sort of commitment to them. I never want to get married,I never wish to experience what my Mom is going through. She's suffering from both Diabetics and High blood pressure,all because of that prick.
Is there anything in my birthchart that indicate my storming relationship with my so-ever-loving father ?? When will I overcome it ? how do I do it ?
I'm bearly 18, I'm still dependant on him financially because of college and my Mom refuses to divorce him, she's a devoted Muslim.
Had any of you exprience this ?
My birth Chart and My father's are right below, thanks in advance.
PS : I don't know my father's birth time so I used the " Unknown" option.
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