blackbirdleo
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I have had it rough economically. Mind you, it is true it is difficult for me to manage my money, but it is also true that my material posessions have been known to go caput on me more often than I would like. And sometimes it is literally one material loss after the other. In the year so far I've managed to break (literally or make malfunction) a cell phone, two computers, my refrigerator and just this very morning my gas tank (for cooking), not to mention countless mugs, glasses and so on.
My misfortune in house 2, along with my south node in house 2 and, hence, north node in house 8, make me have this horrible feeling that this curse is never lifting. Also, my professional life which has been also very hesitant to launch, which I relate to my absence of planets in house 10 as well as my difficulty to find my own talents from my misfortune, has made it even more difficult to achieve any wealth. Vertex is in house 8 two, which may mean sexual life, but also loss and death.
Knowing my north node and part of misfortune have helped me a great deal in becoming a more independent and decisive person instead of just waiting for the magical answer to come, but the result has also been that now I question everything waaaaay more, and I end up making rash decisions in the luckiest of cases or no decisions at all due to brain overheat.
I try to find the light, but see nothing but grimness in my chart. Lol. I understand the knowledge of my chart is knowledge of my flaws and therefore a key to correct them and grow, and this is what I'm desperate to do.
Again, to the point. What professional path will lead me to economic stability? Can anyone help on this one?
Ps. It is true that I would love to be rich (thats what countles interpretations of my chart have said), but at this point in my life I crave no luxuries, I just want to learn to stand on my feet which I've never been able to.
Thanks for reading!
My misfortune in house 2, along with my south node in house 2 and, hence, north node in house 8, make me have this horrible feeling that this curse is never lifting. Also, my professional life which has been also very hesitant to launch, which I relate to my absence of planets in house 10 as well as my difficulty to find my own talents from my misfortune, has made it even more difficult to achieve any wealth. Vertex is in house 8 two, which may mean sexual life, but also loss and death.
Knowing my north node and part of misfortune have helped me a great deal in becoming a more independent and decisive person instead of just waiting for the magical answer to come, but the result has also been that now I question everything waaaaay more, and I end up making rash decisions in the luckiest of cases or no decisions at all due to brain overheat.
I try to find the light, but see nothing but grimness in my chart. Lol. I understand the knowledge of my chart is knowledge of my flaws and therefore a key to correct them and grow, and this is what I'm desperate to do.
Again, to the point. What professional path will lead me to economic stability? Can anyone help on this one?
Ps. It is true that I would love to be rich (thats what countles interpretations of my chart have said), but at this point in my life I crave no luxuries, I just want to learn to stand on my feet which I've never been able to.
Thanks for reading!