one of my biggest problem is sex... sometimes I can't stop thinking about it and it affects my live cause I can't concentrate on doing other things like work and it affects my yield; maybe because of my Venus which is placed in the 12th house... Venus position is 25'35'' Sagitarius conjuncts my Uranus 2'07'' Capricorn and both Venus and Uranus conjunct my Asc 29'58'' Sagitarius... olso Venus square Lilith 26'25'' Virgo from the 9th house...
It even affects my self esteem sometimes...cause my thoughts about sex usually turn into dark desires which I am ashamed of them....
it is some kind of a blockage that stops me from progressing... sometimes it helps me when I get angry to overcome this blockage...
well I usually have problems with the swadisthana chackra which makes me look like a very cold person with lack of empathy and sex somehow helps me to fill this centre if some sexual energy that makes me feel more happy and content but it olso blocks my other chackras or at least that is what I feel cause i can't think, I have no desire to work, I just want sit and wait for time to pass or to watch at pics of women on the net and to enjoy watching them... that's why I isolate myself from the world, that is reflected by my Venus in the 12th house cause I want to loose that sexual energy that makes me look so goofy and silly in front of others...
It even affects my self esteem sometimes...cause my thoughts about sex usually turn into dark desires which I am ashamed of them....
it is some kind of a blockage that stops me from progressing... sometimes it helps me when I get angry to overcome this blockage...
well I usually have problems with the swadisthana chackra which makes me look like a very cold person with lack of empathy and sex somehow helps me to fill this centre if some sexual energy that makes me feel more happy and content but it olso blocks my other chackras or at least that is what I feel cause i can't think, I have no desire to work, I just want sit and wait for time to pass or to watch at pics of women on the net and to enjoy watching them... that's why I isolate myself from the world, that is reflected by my Venus in the 12th house cause I want to loose that sexual energy that makes me look so goofy and silly in front of others...
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