Very painful teenage years and difficult relationship with father.
Am close to and knows my mother loves me but she didn't stop father then from hurting me.
Sibling never connected to me despite my deepest wish.
Married a supposed friend and stayed in an emotionally neglectful/verbally abusive relationship for 16 years after which he left me (in 2017).
Always tried to give a 110% of my love and attention to friends and family even when I didn't receive even half of that in return.
Have lived like an ascetic. But I am human and sometimes the emotional deprivation hurts.
Alone and half-a-world away from family. Single parent. Love my kids and staying strong for them.
Job hunting but no success on that professional front either.
My faith in my God kept me sane through all that pain. Only people I talked about my problems were God and my dead grandparents.
Is my past going to be my future? Is this to be the story of my life?
Is there any love, happiness, family that will support me in the future?
What is the future of my relationship with my kids? Should I prepare for problems there as well?
Birthplace: Ahmedabad, India
Birthdate: 22 April, 1975
Birthtime: 14:45
Thanks... and God bless.
Am close to and knows my mother loves me but she didn't stop father then from hurting me.
Sibling never connected to me despite my deepest wish.
Married a supposed friend and stayed in an emotionally neglectful/verbally abusive relationship for 16 years after which he left me (in 2017).
Always tried to give a 110% of my love and attention to friends and family even when I didn't receive even half of that in return.
Have lived like an ascetic. But I am human and sometimes the emotional deprivation hurts.
Alone and half-a-world away from family. Single parent. Love my kids and staying strong for them.
Job hunting but no success on that professional front either.
My faith in my God kept me sane through all that pain. Only people I talked about my problems were God and my dead grandparents.
Is my past going to be my future? Is this to be the story of my life?
Is there any love, happiness, family that will support me in the future?
What is the future of my relationship with my kids? Should I prepare for problems there as well?
Birthplace: Ahmedabad, India
Birthdate: 22 April, 1975
Birthtime: 14:45
Thanks... and God bless.