Hi,
First of all allow me to clarify why I look so bad in the chart. I have just come out of a narcissistic emotional entanglement and this is what the remains look like, astrologically. Anyway, the other day I met someone else. This man is on the one hand one of the sweetest people I have ever met and, consequently, his personality is not something I feel I want to reject. However, he has a mental illness, which is under control. This latter detail is not something I everrrrrr saw myself involved with. As I write this I find myself comparing how one often readily considers being involved with a narcissistic individual, because they can be so socially alluring - despite their serious mental disturbance. And yet here is someone with a different mental illness -which has nothing to do with abuse - which is being treated and has been under control for years and he is just the exact opposite of a narcissist, but yet knowing he has a mental illness is what puts me off. Admittedly I am vulnerable right now and will find attractive anything that is the opposite of a narcissist.
This other man is pursuing me. I am not going to rush into anything, of course. But I cast this chart because I have a feeling he and I could work. It's like my rigid mind is telling me walk way and my smile is telling me to stay.
In this chart, Venus Rx is on the asce. Since Venus is his L12, I think that is his mental illness (I still can't believe I am writing this). Am I kidding myself? Would this work? I think with him in the sign of my domicile and exaltation, he would be good for me; is that what that means? He is so caring and sensitive and patient, and trustworthy, transparent and moral, to a fault. Maybe Venus on the asce. is representative of his lovely character.
But with Part of Marriage is Jupiter, suggesting the success or failure of this is in my hands. And Jupiter is in fall, but will come out. There are no aspects between us, but I am not sure if that matters, since I did not ask will we get together, just would it work. I receive him only by term, which shows I'm not that keen. I'm not that keen. He's like a dress which you know you will probably never wear but it is a shame to give it away, because it is so nice.
First of all allow me to clarify why I look so bad in the chart. I have just come out of a narcissistic emotional entanglement and this is what the remains look like, astrologically. Anyway, the other day I met someone else. This man is on the one hand one of the sweetest people I have ever met and, consequently, his personality is not something I feel I want to reject. However, he has a mental illness, which is under control. This latter detail is not something I everrrrrr saw myself involved with. As I write this I find myself comparing how one often readily considers being involved with a narcissistic individual, because they can be so socially alluring - despite their serious mental disturbance. And yet here is someone with a different mental illness -which has nothing to do with abuse - which is being treated and has been under control for years and he is just the exact opposite of a narcissist, but yet knowing he has a mental illness is what puts me off. Admittedly I am vulnerable right now and will find attractive anything that is the opposite of a narcissist.
This other man is pursuing me. I am not going to rush into anything, of course. But I cast this chart because I have a feeling he and I could work. It's like my rigid mind is telling me walk way and my smile is telling me to stay.
In this chart, Venus Rx is on the asce. Since Venus is his L12, I think that is his mental illness (I still can't believe I am writing this). Am I kidding myself? Would this work? I think with him in the sign of my domicile and exaltation, he would be good for me; is that what that means? He is so caring and sensitive and patient, and trustworthy, transparent and moral, to a fault. Maybe Venus on the asce. is representative of his lovely character.
But with Part of Marriage is Jupiter, suggesting the success or failure of this is in my hands. And Jupiter is in fall, but will come out. There are no aspects between us, but I am not sure if that matters, since I did not ask will we get together, just would it work. I receive him only by term, which shows I'm not that keen. I'm not that keen. He's like a dress which you know you will probably never wear but it is a shame to give it away, because it is so nice.