Yes, I'm from India.
Should I call myself a 36 Year Old Virgin then ?
Lol....
I was just joking.
I did nothing to call myself a man till now. I'm neither materially successful nor spiritually. That's the truth. And I'm not afraid to tell the truth. That's my one of the negative feature. Cos without lying, cheating, manipulation etc it's very very hard to become a successful(a MAN) person in this world.
I'd go so far as to say that success is dependent entirely upon what that individual views as success, not as how western, or any kind of modern society views it as. Even the recent past does not determine what success is. Now obviously there are somethings you will want to do in the world, but you should have your own definitions that are not too stringent as to what success means.
Regarding why you feel so negatively about success and the lying, cheating, manipulation, etc., it would seem to be be in part because scorpio moon conjunct jupiter opposing point of fortune in taurus, yet the seeming mild obsession with being successful would seem to be influenced by your virgo sun being trine the point of fortune and being sextile to pluto + scorpio moon and jupiter.
Lilith also seems to be mildly square the point of fortune. So all of that adds up to influencing you towards some overly dark analyzing of your success in this world.
The ascendant is sextile Chiron so that could refer to a war to heal some wounds. North node is in 1st house it looks like, though it could be 2nd. North node is typically thought of as where you're supposed to be going in your life, and its conjunct your ascendant in Cancer loosely. Your ascendant also happens to be trine your Scorpio moon, which is likely at the heart of some of that dark analyzing of your own success and being a "man". Perhaps trying to channel some of the things that your Leo venus represents (love of one's own path, one's own unique love of life) could help overcome your dark stellium in Scorpio, which could be seen as a reason for you to evolve.
Venus is trine Eris, which might mean you have a some kind of passion that involves being a little chaotic, perhaps art or music. Get yourself involved in that passion, whatever it is, that unique love of life that is entirely your own. Work to be successful in that, and it will help you evolve and overcome that dark analyzing you seem to have.
And remember these things, astrological influences, are just that: they are influences. Nothing is set in stone and you are not an automaton. You have the power to choose certain things and the capability to understand things so take this advice to heart, but also recognize your own ability to define your own success.