Finding my path

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ormah

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Hello everybody,

First of all, I hope you are all well.

Lately, I feel lost when I think about my future and this question : What is my purpose in life ?
My north node is conjunct to my MC (in libra as my chiron), I feel constantly restraint since I can't leave my cocoon but I know my life is elsewhere, that i can't stay mummy's little girl forever and I should adopt the Saturnian values.

Currently, I study philosophy but now I gradually come to realize that it's not my purpose, just a means.

I would be really grateful if you could tell me your opinion about this and my birth chart. :smile:
I'm born on November 10th, 1995 (at 10:20 am) in Strasbourg (France)

Have a nice day,
Ormah
 
theV

theV

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I think there is strong focus on the 10th house and the 11th house, making "une personne social" you aim to achieve popularity and success in society and within the crowd, at the same time a cooperative person, working with group of people to achieve your success. I do think you are a natural socialist,extrovert, and objective, and independent, although you have node in the 4th house giving you extra focus on the comfort of home.

Have you ever though of career in publishing, writing, teaching, law or politics? you might have the right personality for it. Mercury is strong so I think there is mercurial tendencies, communication, writing and education.
 
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ormah

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Thank you for your reply. :smile:

You're right, I've thought (very timidly, more like a whisper of my intuition) to study law but it involves starting from scratch which I feel insecure about.

Yes, I tend to have this personality but I can't stand corruption (unfortunately) present in these environments which makes me even more hesitant added to the social "hypocrisy" you need sometimes to have, giving me a great need for solitude and introversion (and can be quite difficult to reconcile.)

With Saturn transiting through my 12th house, it's time to come down to earth and say goodbye to the old me I guess...
 
theV

theV

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ormah said:
Thank you for your reply. :smile:

You're right, I've thought (very timidly, more like a whisper of my intuition) to study law but it involves starting from scratch which I feel insecure about.

Yes, I tend to have this personality but I can't stand corruption (unfortunately) present in these environments which makes me even more hesitant added to the social "hypocrisy" you need sometimes to have, giving me a great need for solitude and introversion (and can be quite difficult to reconcile.)

With Saturn transiting through my 12th house, it's time to come down to earth and say goodbye to the old me I guess...
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It is interesting what you wrote here. Although the chart is strongly 10th/11th house focus-the sector of society, outdoors, objectivity, social system, the people, social image, extroversion- you say you are an introvert. Maybe because the south node in the 4th house is making me you a private person not owning your 10/11th houses. Jupiter conjunct ascendant, makes you an optimist, fiery, adventurous, happy go lucky, people are attracted to you and you will receive a lot of opportunity in life with your lucky, optimistic view of life.

The mars conjunct venus is the indication of androgyny, socially assertive, confidence in social gathering, ability to easily mingle. But in the 12th it might be not shown very much. You have these qualities but they are repressed somehow.
 
Retro

Retro

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Dear Ormah,
you have a very vivid chart. Your chart is gorgeous! Your chart lacks the fire element, so your ability to look positively in the future is hindered somehow. Your chart lacks fire, but you lack no water, so your ability to empathize with the people is great. You also have the ability to feel very deeply. Your chart is great! Following aspects are bad:
Moon opposite Jupiter, this can give you high confidence, but a lack of tolerance.
Jupiter square Saturn, this aspect makes you timid and shy.
Mars square Saturn, this aspect means torturing yourself.
Good bye, Carlos
 
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ormah

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theV said:
It is interesting what you wrote here. Although the chart is strongly 10th/11th house focus-the sector of society, outdoors, objectivity, social system, the people, social image, extroversion- you say you are an introvert. Maybe because the south node in the 4th house is making me you a private person not owning your 10/11th houses. Jupiter conjunct ascendant, makes you an optimist, fiery, adventurous, happy go lucky, people are attracted to you and you will receive a lot of opportunity in life with your lucky, optimistic view of life.

The mars conjunct venus is the indication of androgyny, socially assertive, confidence in social gathering, ability to easily mingle. But in the 12th it might be not shown very much. You have these qualities but they are repressed somehow.
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Yesterday, I thought about what you said. I think I'll enroll in law school next year, even if it's sometimes hard with my Saturn in 3rd house. My desire is to truly express my "jupiterian" nature with all its contradictions...it's all about unblocking the potential and "owning" like you said, I sometimes feel frustrated to waste it.

Yes, you're right about the 12th house, I feel this very "fiery" energy but can't express it the right way and grow something from it.

Now we'll see what the future holds, even if this year was a bit discouraging for my faith, I still keep it in people and in the future. :smile:

Have a nice day !
 
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ormah

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Retro said:
Dear Ormah,
you have a very vivid chart. Your chart is gorgeous! Your chart lacks the fire element, so your ability to look positively in the future is hindered somehow. Your chart lacks fire, but you lack no water, so your ability to empathize with the people is great. You also have the ability to feel very deeply. Your chart is great! Following aspects are bad:
Moon opposite Jupiter, this can give you high confidence, but a lack of tolerance.
Jupiter square Saturn, this aspect makes you timid and shy.
Mars square Saturn, this aspect means torturing yourself.
Good bye, Carlos
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Well, thank you ! (although I've never asked for this chart :biggrin: ) I've never thought someone would tell me that I lack the fire element with my Sagittarius stellium. Is it because of my 12th house ?

I agree with these aspects although I've always thought my moon and its aspects weren't the best, especially in the 7th house next to my Cancer Lilith, but after all, we do with what we have !

Have a nice day too :smile:
 
Retro

Retro

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Hello Ormah,
you don't lack fire; I was doing a sidereal reading. Jupiter is on your ascendant, which gives you enough fire! I would suggest reading up on following aspects:
-Moon quincunx Neptune
-Sun quincunx Jupiter.
When you have done this, you will understand more of yourself.
Carlos
 
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