Maybe the question became a burning issue for you prior to when you cast the chart. Or maybe a question like, "Will this client call me back?" is just masking a much bigger or different question about your career or income.
Sometimes a house or sign has a legitimate meaning that isn't immediately apparent to us.
(Eek! Or maybe this stuff doesn't always work.....)
Do you want to post a sample from your recent charts to discuss?
OMG. Yes. It is always a bigger question isn't, it?
I looked through the last 5 horary charts asking if I would get the consulting contracts (hired for money) + found that I'm essentially asking the same question: "Am I going to make it?" in reference to being able to pay for the 2nd child starting college in the Fall while the 1st one's tuition is still a sizable amount.
Two things. Yesterday, I made peace with the fact that if the children have to take out bigger college loans, then I will work to pay those off as much as I can when the time comes but that I can't make money appear right now. I told myself that the children know + feel that I put them first + that I'm doing the best I can.
The other thing was that about 6 months ago I made a decision not to apply for a job that would give me a big + steady salary but would move me away from my career work that I consider "my life's purpose" + to double down on centering this bliss work (getting paid to do it) instead of doing it on the side. I saw this morning, when you asked this question Waybread, that I am really close to this arbitrary goal I set for myself in late September!
After that September online conversation (with you, actually!!!) I took a small but pivotal contract that would have given me the stage + the partners to position myself, my approach + my interventions in my field of expertise (the bliss work). Just a few people worked with me but I caught their eye. Four of the six have openly expressed interest in working with me (hiring me, planning with me to figure out how to get our new approach funded).
One is the national intermediary that was supporting the small project (a pilot I imagine). The other three are city-sized intermediaries. One already asked if I could come train her staff + I was so excited! She said that she also wanted to introduce me to the foundation that is supporting work in California so I could train all the CBOs in the state. This is similar to the strategy I had hoped would develop with the national intermediary + the other city intermediaries so that I could start getting paid for the work I really really want to do.
So, as one of the last five horaries that I was originally complaining about in this thread, this horary is the most pivotal. I asked if she would raise the funding so that I could do this training for her CBO but I think I was really asking "Is my strategy to start getting my bliss work funded going to work?"
I thought I was really clear when I asked the horary. I think I am always clear when I ask my question but I am an Aquarius so perhaps no one understood me! I meditate on the question + made sure that I was asking specifically about this particular training contract that, I believed, would unlock everything. I open my eyes when I feel clarity around the ask + check the time. But maybe from now on, I'm going to ask "Is this what you really want to know."
So, here is the interpretation of the attached chart:
I'm Mercury on the 9th HC (in the house of "what do other people think of my beliefs + how are they influenced + transformed?"). The contract for me to be hired to do the training is represented by Jupiter in the 9th, just 3 and 1/2 degrees from me catching him. Not an overwhelming amount of reception but at least no repulsion, no interference. Moon is not VOC but sits in the 12th H reflecting that something is happening that I don't know about, nor is it likely to be good. Whyyyyyyy?!!
Moon just left a conjunction to Mars (the 6th + 11th HRs in the 12th - my role as consultant to this working group of supporting five CBOs funded by this national intermediary?) + applies toward Sun (3rd HR conjunct the MC - my thinking/my strategizing/my writing, all serve my career, my life's work, my purpose + reputation?).
Something hidden I do not see. Moon just left exaltation in Taurus + enters Gemini where she's peregrine but is received well by Mercury (me). Hmm. Mercury has term + face but that's it, in Aquarius, so although he catches Jupiter (7th HR), he isn't particularly strong + he's moving slowly in a cadent H.
3 months, not 3 weeks to bring to fruition (February 19th to May 19th - woohoo!) but I'm scared about the 12th H Moon...
Waybread + all you insightful + sage community members, I welcome your thoughts!
With much hope,
Jozi