Hi everyone,
I am looking for the LoG, the planet that could be my "guide" if only I knew it and how to harness it, but most of my planets are in detriment, fall, or peregrine...
My best planet regarding essential dignity is Mars in 22 Pisces, in its triplicity, term and face. Mars rules Ascendant Scorpio.
Second best and end of the list is Venus with very minor dignity at 15 Capricorn.
I guess have to look for accidental dignities to pick up the LoG. I've read that angularity is then most important.
My dignified Mars happens to be angular... in the 4th. It is also direct and fast.
Moon is also angular in the 7th, but at 5 Gemini, she has no essential dignity.
+ she is slow + square both Jupiter (H9 retro a 2 Virgo) and Mercury (H3 and retro at 2 Pisces) opposing each other. 9th house Jupiter and H3 Mercury sound nice and have their goodies but they are Rx and the mutable T-square with much receptions going on easily makes me drift in much thinking, ideas and also doubts, often getting too fast for others to catch, or lost in the too small or too big picture when applied to my own life, and at times struggling when it needs to be contained and adjusted to. I did publish a few articles and a book though, and I am working on another one, but that does not make me thrive or feel happy.
No astrologer I ever consulted suggested I could rely on my Moon (expected one guy dead fascinated by her being Out Of Bound, which seems to be a kind of amazing dignity in his eyes, especially given that I am a woman), whereas some did point to my healthy Mars.
I am puzzled by Pisces Mars, hate conflicts, and resisted the idea of engaging into the 4th house domestic rooting... I am more of a singular, rootless and traveler person, not very home based, no domestic fascination. I did not found a family of my own. Gemini Moon + Aquarius Sun may explain this, also the violence of Mars in the 4th, and my 9th house Jupiter, that made me travel a lot and even live abroad on a few occasions. In my teens and till 22, I considered my self a citizen of the world, not belonging to a particular place. In my late 30s until lately, I was living in the Indian Himalayas and had little interest in my own Western culture and people.
How can I rely, use and express the H4 angularity which is the main capacity of Mars to act (if I got it well)? Do I need to make a radical change in my life to harness H4?
So far, the way I possibly engaged with the H4 (though maybe this is not h4) is by being fond of profound spirituality. I dedicated the last 20 years of my life to that, but today is my progressed New Mood (in Aries on natal Saturn) and I see the limits of what I have done in the given structures and organisations that frame my spiritual path, and this does not inspire me to go on in the same way. Time for a new Cycle!
Mars other important characteristics are,
- its mutual reception with Venus in Cap in the 2nd house, by exaltation (while Mars rules AS Scorpio, she rules DS Taurus)
- its rulership over my North Node in Aries 5th house (while Venus rules SN Libra). This make me wish to really express and engage with Mars better, because so far I have failed the NNode... Part of the difficulty might be Aries Saturn, restricting Aries natural expression.
Any suggestion or comment would greatly help!
My chart is in the next message. You may note there that Mars is involved with all the transpersonal planets which are all prominent in H10 and AS. But there is no need to linger on that here, I know!
I am looking for the LoG, the planet that could be my "guide" if only I knew it and how to harness it, but most of my planets are in detriment, fall, or peregrine...
My best planet regarding essential dignity is Mars in 22 Pisces, in its triplicity, term and face. Mars rules Ascendant Scorpio.
Second best and end of the list is Venus with very minor dignity at 15 Capricorn.
I guess have to look for accidental dignities to pick up the LoG. I've read that angularity is then most important.
My dignified Mars happens to be angular... in the 4th. It is also direct and fast.
Moon is also angular in the 7th, but at 5 Gemini, she has no essential dignity.
+ she is slow + square both Jupiter (H9 retro a 2 Virgo) and Mercury (H3 and retro at 2 Pisces) opposing each other. 9th house Jupiter and H3 Mercury sound nice and have their goodies but they are Rx and the mutable T-square with much receptions going on easily makes me drift in much thinking, ideas and also doubts, often getting too fast for others to catch, or lost in the too small or too big picture when applied to my own life, and at times struggling when it needs to be contained and adjusted to. I did publish a few articles and a book though, and I am working on another one, but that does not make me thrive or feel happy.
No astrologer I ever consulted suggested I could rely on my Moon (expected one guy dead fascinated by her being Out Of Bound, which seems to be a kind of amazing dignity in his eyes, especially given that I am a woman), whereas some did point to my healthy Mars.
I am puzzled by Pisces Mars, hate conflicts, and resisted the idea of engaging into the 4th house domestic rooting... I am more of a singular, rootless and traveler person, not very home based, no domestic fascination. I did not found a family of my own. Gemini Moon + Aquarius Sun may explain this, also the violence of Mars in the 4th, and my 9th house Jupiter, that made me travel a lot and even live abroad on a few occasions. In my teens and till 22, I considered my self a citizen of the world, not belonging to a particular place. In my late 30s until lately, I was living in the Indian Himalayas and had little interest in my own Western culture and people.
How can I rely, use and express the H4 angularity which is the main capacity of Mars to act (if I got it well)? Do I need to make a radical change in my life to harness H4?
So far, the way I possibly engaged with the H4 (though maybe this is not h4) is by being fond of profound spirituality. I dedicated the last 20 years of my life to that, but today is my progressed New Mood (in Aries on natal Saturn) and I see the limits of what I have done in the given structures and organisations that frame my spiritual path, and this does not inspire me to go on in the same way. Time for a new Cycle!
Mars other important characteristics are,
- its mutual reception with Venus in Cap in the 2nd house, by exaltation (while Mars rules AS Scorpio, she rules DS Taurus)
- its rulership over my North Node in Aries 5th house (while Venus rules SN Libra). This make me wish to really express and engage with Mars better, because so far I have failed the NNode... Part of the difficulty might be Aries Saturn, restricting Aries natural expression.
Any suggestion or comment would greatly help!
My chart is in the next message. You may note there that Mars is involved with all the transpersonal planets which are all prominent in H10 and AS. But there is no need to linger on that here, I know!
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