Hi!
After many years trying to get on my feet in a foreign country, I have not succeeded in finding a job thus stable life, so I asked the horary if I will move back to my home country, as I have lost all my hopes now
dear hi! I hope you go all well and finally find what you want.
the chart describes exactly your current situation.
We see that you are Mercury.
really in a difficult situation, helpless, confused and quite entombed. Really in a weak position and with thoughts that indicate that you are negotiating the situations or with the past.
And in all of this,
(you), you are in your detriment, in the 7th house that shows us that you are dealing with issues of relationships and co-operations, and that make it difficult for you. The interpretation here shows us that you are related to the outside foreign countries, traveling or to foreign people from abroad
sagittarius
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The fact that you (Mercury) near in planets
saturn:
), witch are in the detriment of Mercury, shows us the pressure you have and the difficulty you face. His retro path shows us that you are thinking to come back (home land, home country), but you may change your mind or change the circumstances. The retro planets in general shows backs, cancellations, postponements, delays and not clear things.
You ask if you will eventually move back to your country. I do not see any move at this moment.
The Moon (your home, your family, your homeland) will catch the sun first. It's in the burnt are, and in the 6th house (sick ) your emotional state.
But I think the situation will change because Saturn (ruler of the 9th, 10th 11th) will soon change position and will not affect you so negatively. Also the same about the retro path and burning.
hope the best and have a nice Christmas my dear
PS: a question: do you have any children??