Given the fact that i also happen to be an Aquarius sun (and have plenty of Aquarius in my chart) i see how my sense of "rebelliousness" manifests itself through my love for expressing my political views through music so would it be possible for me to combine these things and actually succeed? Because it's the only thing that feels like "me" but i can be very emotionally impulsive (yet feel the need to be super logical all the time, it's a mess) and i have no idea whether it's a misdirection/delusion. I know that i loved all kinds of art (ballet, music, dance) as a little kid too though.
I also have a lot of mental health struggles (I'm bipolar type 2 and similarly to Kurt Cobain use my hypomanic episodes to write music and express the sad emotions and hypersensitivity that get even worse during my depressive episodes through music) and it seems like art is my only way "out" and what makes me feel "sane".