Perhaps then, it is more karmic in nature than we might suspect, as indicated by the Saturn/Pluto square...by that I refer to the consequences of past errors, misunderstandings or fears that are etched upon the Soul, and looking for discharge.
Saturn typically reveals the generalized themes that are carried over needing our attention, and when placed in the axis of relationships reveals that you are still needing to learn about the nature and purpose of relationships in general. This is reinforced by the opposition to Chiron in the 12th. The North Node in the 4th is also a clue as to where you are meant to be going in terms of clearing your karma.
You might want to consider what you observed about relationships through your parents in early life and how that has contributed to your beliefs and attitudes about relationships. You were born at the last quarter phase of the Moon, often referred to a crisis of consciousness, and suggests some form of disharmony between the parents as you were growing up.
the configurations of Venus and Mars in your chart are also quite divisive in terms of maintaining intimate relationships; Mars in Cancer is in detriment, and Venus in Aries can be quite demanding or controlling, so you may swing back and forth at times between passive/aggressive tendencies in initiating relations with others. Then you might also consider what expectations you carry in terms of a 'happy relationship'; Venus opp Jupiter can reveal overblown or unrealistic expectations.
Another thing to know about is that it is our inner belief systems that contribute to the consequences we experience in the outer world. In doing a proper self-analysis one must be totally honest with themselves and willing to own up to their limitations and weaknesses as well. With Saturn currently transiting your Moon, this is meant to be a time of releasing emotional baggage from the past and really 'coming clean' with yourself. As within, so without. In Sagittarius, this can indeed serve to dampen your optimism, hopes and inspirations. What can one do about that?
Rather than bemoaning your karma, determine what lessons you are meant to be learning at this time. Live one day at a time and avoid projecting your fears, limitations or blockages into the future. Acknowledge that the things you do today are planting the seeds of the future, so make it count.
The Solar Eclipse today falls near to your Sun, and this can auger the potential for new insights and understandings about your own sense of Identity and autonomy within the next 6 months.