Hi, I bought a book about astrology and the more I know about my chart, the more it triggers my OCD. Like I want to change some placements and aspects and angles (particularly the MC and AS ruler) but I know I can't. I have a few questions:
-how do my Capricorn MC and Saturn in Taurus in 2nd house affect my public image and career? (I'm not materialistic and would never work for the sole purpose of gaining money)
-Are most of my aspects weak? (few tight orbs, generational planets with major aspects to generational planets)
-Is becoming a renowned artist and performer (infusing mysticism and my humanitarian ideals in my art) just a pipe dream? Would ya'll advise me not to pursue them?
-What else should I know about my chart?
I'm sorry if it's a lot, I just can't get rid of this anxious feeling that I'm having. I thought I was this person then I learned about the role that angles and aspects play and now, I don't even know how to function. Prolly my 12th house planets (I don't have a clear picture of myself) and my OCD, I've been doubting everything about my life lately (my dreams, moral beliefs, who i am). So if my interpretation is wrong kindly drop a message below. Thank you so much. Your help would be appreciated.
-how do my Capricorn MC and Saturn in Taurus in 2nd house affect my public image and career? (I'm not materialistic and would never work for the sole purpose of gaining money)
-Are most of my aspects weak? (few tight orbs, generational planets with major aspects to generational planets)
-Is becoming a renowned artist and performer (infusing mysticism and my humanitarian ideals in my art) just a pipe dream? Would ya'll advise me not to pursue them?
-What else should I know about my chart?
I'm sorry if it's a lot, I just can't get rid of this anxious feeling that I'm having. I thought I was this person then I learned about the role that angles and aspects play and now, I don't even know how to function. Prolly my 12th house planets (I don't have a clear picture of myself) and my OCD, I've been doubting everything about my life lately (my dreams, moral beliefs, who i am). So if my interpretation is wrong kindly drop a message below. Thank you so much. Your help would be appreciated.