Animatrix, please re-read my post #12 on sun opposite Saturn. I have this aspect natally and don't feel at all the way you've described in your above posts.
So far as a happy childhood goes, parts of mine were great, parts not-so-great. But again, we have to look at the whole chart. The 4th house rules one's early childhood conditioning.
In choice-centered astrology, an astrologer's best contribution to others is to suggest empowering ways to make the best use of their horoscope placements.
Yeah I agree and the natal horoscope is not just one aspect. Mars Square Saturn is an aspect which is very common in charts of those with a very bad temperament yet I know people with this aspect who are very calm and peaceful. Other factors in their charts mitigate or altogether prevent the negative effects of this influence. But when the aspect is nearly exact and there is a focus n Saturn in their lives, it becomes very clear.
From what you said about yourself it sounds like you are a very stable, evolved individual and hence you express the more positive side of this aspect. But for many it is not - just look at Charlie Sheen. Saturn opposes his Sun. There are literally thousands of cases like him you can read about if you google. It requires a person of to be of good psychological makeup to be able to handle such a difficult aspect. And you seem to be one of those.
But the Saturnian lesson is easy to recognize, and once it is recognized it can Always be worked upon. Each individual must find out this by himself and then make an effort to overcome Saturn's restrictions, not by ignoring it, but by adapting to it for a while.