ardentika
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For some reason I have always ignored the fact that I have a few major Pluto squares, one being part of a T-Square.
Can someone shed a Light on that T-Square? Cos it seems pretty bad, I mean.. Pluto square Saturn opp Mars. I've read this is sometimes evident in the charts of suiciders and I've been there when I was younger.
Also what would that Pluto square Asc imply? I've been told that I somehow always attract people who verbally attack me somehow, or that I cause a "positive" mayhem wherever I go, which is oddly true. Somehow the dirty clothes are exposed when I show up, and often times I'm in the middle of the storm without even wanting to or doing much of a thing. In the end it IS a positive transformation that occurs in those around me or involved with me, but I often have to take the hits and the fall.
I've also been told by a few friends that they are amazed how fast I change and transform, which often times has been disregarded as bipolar disorder, in which I absolutely don't believe. One thing is for sure, when I lose my faith , I lose will for life. Perhaps the Pluto/Jupiter conjunction? It is honestly the only thing that keeps me going everyday.
I'd also appreciate if someone can shed a light on how this Saturn in 1st opposite Mars in 7th works. Sadly they are almost on the cusp, which I imagine makes everything even more intense.
Thanks!
Can someone shed a Light on that T-Square? Cos it seems pretty bad, I mean.. Pluto square Saturn opp Mars. I've read this is sometimes evident in the charts of suiciders and I've been there when I was younger.
Also what would that Pluto square Asc imply? I've been told that I somehow always attract people who verbally attack me somehow, or that I cause a "positive" mayhem wherever I go, which is oddly true. Somehow the dirty clothes are exposed when I show up, and often times I'm in the middle of the storm without even wanting to or doing much of a thing. In the end it IS a positive transformation that occurs in those around me or involved with me, but I often have to take the hits and the fall.
I've also been told by a few friends that they are amazed how fast I change and transform, which often times has been disregarded as bipolar disorder, in which I absolutely don't believe. One thing is for sure, when I lose my faith , I lose will for life. Perhaps the Pluto/Jupiter conjunction? It is honestly the only thing that keeps me going everyday.
I'd also appreciate if someone can shed a light on how this Saturn in 1st opposite Mars in 7th works. Sadly they are almost on the cusp, which I imagine makes everything even more intense.
Thanks!