I was in the process of visiting the forum for the sole purpose of getting a link to this thread for someone that is an alum from my high school, whom I only just met through the facebook page for my high schools' alumni, and is a published author, herself, that writes about the "paranormal". I wanted to make sure that the photos, that disappeared recently, were still posted and visible...and I did, thank you...
...but I thought that I should check the other posts, so as to refresh my memory and also be "up to date", as to what all else was written, and posted, following the first three posts I made here ...and I'm a bit stunned, as to post #30, I thought that I had made mention of the significance, [the Sabian Symbol] for the M.C. in the chart that I cast, which is at 27* Scorpio 36' 20".
In that post #30 I wrote that it was the time the photo was taken. I have since learned that is an error. It was the time the photo was downloaded into my computer that same evening...which was as soon as I got back into the apt. It was the 49th photo of around 80 to 84 I took that evening. I didn't set the clock on the camera, and in fact I don't even remember if there was a clock to set. I gave that camera away about 8 years ago but the one my mother gave me in 2010, the Kodak I mentioned, does have a clock feature. Although, as it is a bit of a nuisance to have to set it, every time I want to take some photos [as I never leave the batteries in it when I'm not using it], I rarely do so and only if it is important that I do, such as documenting when a photo was taken as for legal purposes.
Thus, having explained all the circumstances, it does boggle my mind as to just how it did occur that particular photo was downloaded when it did? It took a number of minutes to download the entire memory card into my computer [especially the computer and the apps I had back in 2007...as everything goes so quickly with that Kodak camera of mine and it came with its own software nowadays.
The M.C. of that chart is in the 28th degree of Scorpio and the Sabian Symbol for that degree according to Dane Rudhyar's wonderful book, "An Astrological Mandala, The Cycle Of Transformations And It's 360 Symbolic Phases", is...
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SCORPIO 28°: THE KING OF THE FAIRIES APPROACHING HIS DOMAIN.
KEYNOTE: The capacity in man to recognize and to pay homage to an integrating Principle at the core of all existence.
This rather peculiar picture tells us perhaps a good deal about the limitations of the mind of the clairvoyant who saw it, though it can be related to the symbolism of the various creatures of a spirit world mentioned in some alchemical and Rosicrucian books. What seems to be implied is that beyond both outer nature and the realm of the proud ego, a spiritual world exists to which the intuitive consciousness of man can pay allegiance. In that world, all manifested entities are seen as multiple aspects of a central Power and Consciousness. It is such a central principle of unity that human societies have sought to revere symbolically in human, all-too-human kings. In an individual sense, this principle is the Self.
This is the third stage in the forty-eighth five-fold pattern of symbols. It adds a new dimension to the two preceding ones. At this stage the presence of a spiritual unifying factor begins to be sensed by the individual perhaps weary of the outer shows of his culture. An INNER ALLEGIANCE begins to polarize the consciousness."
...Yeah, go figure, huh?
At the time when I wrote post #30 I had not yet caught on to the fact of what the Sabian Symbol for the M.C. of the chart was. As I wrote in that post I felt it necessary from saying anything more at that point in time anyways, perhaps I felt it was unecessary later when I did make the discovery...as I seem to recall posting a thread about my discovery of what that Sabian Symbol was...but, I can't remember for sure as to whether I did or not, at this moment
As I did mention that my first encounter was two months prior to taking those photos, and that it was right here in my apt. [I'm still living in the same apt. I've been renting it for over 12 years now] I rarely speak of what occured in those two encounters and I don't know whether I have written about them in this forum or if I haven't...as to whether or not I should?
I will say this much. Since I wrote post #30, I read on some website that I can't remember the name of and likely will never find if I try to go looking for it...as from past experiences I should have as for the way websites come and go... but I do remember it was a website concerning the subject of Arthurian legend and the like...that it said there is a legend that Faeries will on a rare occasion bond with a human... as to how, or anything else, nothing was said that I recal...just that, and that's al.
First off, as to have an encounter with these entities is such a rarity, at least I have to imagine it is, just how much more of a rarity could it be that any bond with a human?
As to why one would and why these entities seemingly sought me out personally, I am rather certain I know the answer to that...and it's not just associated with this "Parsival" matter... except that I may actually be him reincarnated... because of what I said in a prayer to the Almighty one evening when I felt that I was incapable of writing a book that would be taken seriously or even notable, as for being such a poor writer that I was then and still am, and that Sabian Symbol for my natal Mercury wasn't helping my confidence either... and some of you may have read the one, or maybe two, posts in which I wrote of the evening my yogi friend,Suryakant, and I were having dinner in his room at the old hotel we were both renting rooms in. In which I was talking to hi about this very matter, i.e. how am I to be expected to write such a book when my natal Mercury in the 28th degree of Aries is [ibid.] "
ARIES 28°: A LARGE AUDIENCE CONFRONTS THE PERFORMER WHO DISAPPOINTED ITS EXPECTATIONS..
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Actually, the conversation began concerning, what I had become convinced were, a multitude of obvious signs provided by "The Above" and they said to Suryakant, that "If I were to miss one, and more than once or maybe even twice, that I would no longer be the least bit surprised if God were to write it on a piece of paper, wrap it around a rock and then throw it through my window and have it land at my feet so that I wouldn't miss it again. In fact, I am so sure of a Higher power, having been involved with all of them since the start, that I bet that if I were to ask for an answer, a sign from above, as to how I supposed to write this book with the Sabian Symbol I have for my natal Mercury, and asked for it to be on the fortune of this fortune cookie, I haven't the least of any doubt that I would find one there" and I had reached into the bag and pulled out one of the four fortune cookies that came with our dinner and held it up in front of him. [we had gotten Chinese food take out from down the street at Hop Sing's restaurant that evening. If you're ever in old historic Folsom, Calif. I do recommend it for a great meal and Bill, the owner, is a "prince of a man"]
Now, I still have that fortune to this day, and I've taken a photo of it and posted it here in the forum before ...and got a lot of jeers and accusations that I made this entire story up...believe what you want to.
That fortune reads as... better yet, I'm going to try to find a photo I took of it some years ago...If I can't find it, you all will just have to take my word for what it says
I lucked out [yeah it only took me most of an hour...but I enjoyed going through a few hundred old photos, too] here's a photo I took of it a few years ago. At the time it was taped to a lamp in my bedroom along with a couple of others I saved for their own reasons
so, getting back to the story about why I believe there may have been some sort of bonding...one part of the story...I'm not at all sure I want to tell the rest yet, if at all, ever...not at this time, anyways.
I prayed and asked Gd that if God didn't think I was capable of writing the book that I was okay with it if my soul were to be replaced by one that was deemed more adequate, more worthy.
So, some of you may now be asking, "well, it seems that you still did a terrible job of writing, so this sounds like a bunch of b.s."...or something as of the likes... and Yes, it was a terrible job and PhoenixVenus worked hard and long on doing all the clean-up editing that should have been done to begin with, helped me decide on what needed to be re-written, what might best be deleted, etc...bless her heart.and wrote a chapter of Her own to include in it, and then edited the two additional chapters I've written. To no avail at this time...as I can't find a publisher willing to do it and mine's out of business.
Yes, why didn't it do something in someway to improve what was written and since it's obvious that there was no assistance why would I think that ...as to the bonding and for what reason, etc?
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because one day I wrote a long reply to a post ...and I'm not going to say in what thread or whose thread it was...because I made myself forget it...it freaked me out so much... I went ahead and posted it...and I wrote it, and was conscious of writing the entire time and had the mental dialogue going on the entire time...thinking to myself..."Yeah, that's what I should say here...and should say there..." and I knew all of it when I wrote it. But, when I read it back to myself afterwards and before I posted it...there was/is an entire paragraph describing and explaining an astrological technique I knew nothing about and in fact never heard or and in fact no one presently alive has likely ever heard of.
It was my friend Malakye [I call him by the name "Mitch", in my book] that made me come to the realization recently, that it wasn't the faerie [or sprite] writing it but that entity allowed me to access my own ancient memories form a past life. The akashic memory. As my clairvoyant friend, Clarisse, told me years ago when I asked Her why it seemingly was so easy for me to produce the natal chart for Yeshu'a/Jesus...even though I had the date Edgar Cayce said it was on, and that I had a hunch that Pluto was conj. the Asc. when the birth did occur, She replied, "Because you were the astrologer that predicted his birth, an astrologer of ancient Egypt"...which I since concluded had to have been a priest of the Aten faith there...as Freud wrote that He was of the belief that the Levites and Moses were the High priest and the lesser priests of that faith that were driven out by the Amen priests and that they had pulled a coup in getting one of their own to become the new Pharaoh.
Somewhere in one of the thousands of post I've made in this forum is a post of mine describing and explaining an ancient forgotten technique of astrological knowledge. I figure that as I believed at the time, the emissary of Light that I had connected with wrote it that it should then be posted...but I was so unnerved by it and thought that it must be meant for someone they specifically needed to have read it and that no one else will likely even take much notice of it...that I would make myself forget what it said and where it is posted. I can "wash" my memory clean, if I wish to. I learned how to do it years ago.
I wasn't ever going to mention it [although I have to a couple of members prior to today] as I wanted to find it again and make sure I get a copy of it as if for "some reason" it were to disappear if I let ti out of the bag that such a thing does exist.
If anyone comes across what they believe to be it... let me know. I'll give you an honest answer if it is or not.... I share what I know, anyways. I might even send you a bottle of wine, or dinner for two, somewhere....
...make a "scavenger hunt" out of the matter... might even be great fun?