Major Tom to Ground Control,
But understanding why exactly the chart works the way it does is very interesting and great thing in itself as well, as I see it
Oh there is indeed a pattern in picked words; and I didn't know that Uranus is that much influential in my chart. For some reason I though more so of Saturn.
I'd be quite interesting to hear about the influence of Saturn and Capricorn on Uranus (if you say that it has a link to depression).
To be honest I see clearly from your description how the transiting Uranus may be affecting me now, and trying to make sense of subconscious has become an increasingly relevant theme for me.
Initially I was curious about causes, but now I see that they are tightly connected with solutions.
You're very right about sensitive nerves; I do worry daily (manly because my mind keeps being so restless, fidgeting about; that actually apparently led to physical headache couple of times). And that's not the only expression of nervous energy that I've experienced: recently I couldn't use my hands properly for about a whole week because majority of movements would cause pain in fingers and wrist (I'm almost sure that it was a so-called tunnel syndrome). I know that it actually happened because of my work routine, but it weren't for sore muscles; it wouldn't happen if my nerves weren't that tense in the first place. And even now I do feel this this energy, as you've mentioned, building up in limbs, especially in hands. And it's not just neurotic in a nimble way; it's like it has some density to it, that's why it's exactly the nervous
"energy".
And I really do have an urge to do some activity similar to what you've mentioned; sometimes it's just hard for me to relax properly. I've actually always wanted to indulge in these things more, but usually I am carried away by some other activity to keep me occupied. That's not very healthy though
Maybe that's why lately I've been finding myself watching clouds much more, or just today was in a park and was thinking that I would like to come here again and again. Or how I've started to indulge in visual or musical things much more, especially if they have some relaxing quality to them.
Thank you a lot for your reply! Good food for though.
Major Tom out.