You need to see a psychiatrist pronto. Please see a psychiatrist. You are delusional, paranoid and psychotic. You need help. I'm not trying to attack you. This is the truth. Please take care of yourself. Get help.
Ironic he is the one that thinks he is "God" and has the cult following, has a Venus/Saturn/Lilith conjunction over
Unukalhai in conjunction with The Church of Satans Neptune. And you think I'm psychotic?
Unukalhai
Success followed by fall, suicide,
insanity, accidents, success in war, politics, writing, problems in love, forgery, shipwreck, loss, earthquake
It's also ironic, going through your threads I see that you are having problems with your marriage.
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His composite with the movie
End of Days, notice the Sun conjunct the fixed star Sabik, According to Ptolemy it is of the nature of Saturn and Venus; and, to Alvidas, of Jupiter and Venus. It causes wastefulness, lost energy,
perverted morals, and
success in evil deeds:
I can also pull up the composite of the woman (she is a Virgo, not a Leo) and myself.
You would think it is Science fiction, well it isn't, not quite.
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His composite with the satanic book Satan Speaks, notice the Mars/Jupiter conjunction directly conjunct the 9th house cusp of religion over the fixed star Algol.
Primitive female sexuality; strangulation, beheading, danger to throat and neck, murder, violence, mass catastrophe; the "Evil One", the Demon Star; passionate; intense; hysterical. A pulsating, eclipsing double-star also associated with extreme creativity; an expression of the Dark Side...
With Mars: or if Mars be elevated above the luminaries when Algol is angular, the native will be a murderer who will come to an untimely end. The same is caused by Algol angular or with the hyleg. [Robson*, p.124.]
John 8:44
For you are the children of your father the devil, and you love to do the evil things he does. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.