Here is the paid interpretation to the Horary Chart. Done by Mr. Dorje Kirsten. He cast the chart when he understood my question.
The Chart is attached, His interpretation is as below:-
"1.First from looking at the chart it is certain that you are very serious
about this matter. It is perhaps a matter you feel so strongly about that it
is almost life and death for you. (ruler of the first conjunct the part of
the 8th=matter of life and death).
That being said, I would like to ensure you that your life is good, well
worth living, no matter the outcome. Nothing is forever, and how strong your feelings are right now, it is the nature of the world that they will change in the future. If this woman is not to become your wife, it is because a better woman is coming to you in the future. Keep that in mind please.
2. You are fully in her heart, and she is in your heart.
(the ruler of the first, you, represented by Venus, is in the 7th, her,
represented by Mars.
3. You are a good, spiritual, creative, artistic poetic person with good
fortune in your life.
(Jupiter is conjunct the Asc. In the chart in the sign of Libra.)
4. There will not be a marriage between you and her.
(Venus is station retrograde, you, and Mars is direct moving out of sign,
her)
5. There is great passion in the situation for you.(the Moon is in the 8th house.)
6.There is sympathy between the two of you. (there is reception between Venus and Mars. We must consider though that your life path does not include marriage. Hidden affairs with her would be good and enriching to both of your souls. But she is not a good spirit for your long term wealth, good fortune and
success.
8. If you really strive, struggle, and create great disruption of your life
and hers, there is a small chance that you could over turn the will of fate
because Saturn is conjunct the star Aculeus, which represents success
through struggle, that would come in twelve months. But I really do not
recommend this course of action, as in the end both of you will be less
happy.
Conclusion:
I would highly recommend that you enjoy an affair if that opportunes itself,
but do not take her as a life partner. Do not put your mind on that goal.
Trying to do so will destabilize your life path and the good fortune you are
or will receive. While she may be very passionate and beautiful, she is not
a long term good luck charm for you. You should invoke a partner who will
help you continue to grow and find success during this life you have, and
let this woman be a deep passionate love for the moment, but not one that ends up being a shackle for you in the long term. I know that may be
difficult news within the moment, but it will certainly be the cause of your
future joy if you understand that there is good fortune awaiting you if you
fully live the passion of the moment with this woman, but do not try to make it forever like a diamond. Your perfect Diamond is coming."
This is from me:-
To be honest, there is still a ray of hope :-
8. If you really strive, struggle, and create great disruption of your life
and hers, there is a small chance that you could over turn the will of fate
because Saturn is conjunct the star Aculeus, which represents success
through struggle, that would come in twelve months. But I really do not
recommend this course of action, as in the end both of you will be less
happy.
To be honest, I am only praying and meditating. Coz, I know she will not be happy with me and I shall not be happy without her. We both agree that we both shall not have inner peace without having each other in our lives. I have accepted it long time back. She has accepted this recently (a couple of months back). But, says she cannot go against what has been decided by her family. And, she is in a very difficult situation right now as she would be all alone, and if she says NO to the marriage (her marriage has been arranged by her family to another person - 18th March, 2017), she would not be able to face her parents or the parents of the boy.
But, I still get a very strong feeling that this marriage would not happen. And, she would come back to my life.... as my second wife.