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Im afraid in my life to do things or moves,why,what causes me the fear?
I read charts in a vedic style, so different placements to tropical astrology.
I think your Moon and Saturn are at odds.
Your Moon is in the 8th house. Your mind and emotions are subject to a regular turmoil. Rahu with the Moon amplifies its effects.
Saturn is in Scorpio in the moon's natural house (4th), aspects the 1st. There is great resistance to disturbances, a desire for stability and orderliness, that is not met. A feeling of high pressure/stress from the environment, causing an anxious response
Your relationship with your parents/mother is likely to have felt at once oppressive and disturbing.
A Jyotishi may recommend Moon remedies, and Saturn remedies. On a more pragmatic level, any kind of practice that promotes an ability to keep calm in a crisis. Particular martial arts may be beneficial to you. Aikido might be a good choice. Otherwise, any relaxing, grounding practices may benefit; meditation, yoga, breathing etc.