What are your gifts? Talents? Hobbies?
I share the same ideals with you. I intend to make use of these gifts that I have to be able to contribute to the world and bring out positive changes. I feel like if I'm never going to use it in a productive and meaningful way, my life will constantly be filled with regrets, restlessness and depression. I seem to be happier when I'm expressive in a creative way, because channeling all the emotions and mental energy into actual products of art is so therapeutic to me in so many ways. Ura-Nep-Moon are all in my 1st house, Moon-Ura is in Aqua, forming a conjunction. My chart ruler Saturn is tightly squaring Neptune, Sun and Venus are only 16 minutes apart. So you could pretty much guess that I'm very into artistic endeavors. All these emotions that I sometimes cannot bring up to the surface because of the inensity (I have so much Scorpio in my chart) is best expressed in music. So I hope I can be able to put out music in a healing, transformative and inspiring way.
The society thing is true too, with Mercury and Pluto 11H, so I understand what you mean!
