MysticalScorpio
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Trigger warning! Sorry that this is so long but I have a feeling I should post about this somewhere. I’m not sure why but I wanna get this off my chest. I’m Scorpio dominant with Sun, Mercury, Venus, Chiron, Lilith, and Juno in Scorpio. From the ages 11 to 18, it was the most dramatic and long and transformative time of my life and what made me realize that was seeing my little sister grow up and realizing she didn’t have any kind of transformation or dark times during those ages. She just normally skimmed through those years.
During those ages I was in such a dark time of my life. I attempted suicide many times and even overdosed and ended up in the hospital then a behavior center that felt like purgatory and the nurses didn’t treat me well as if I was a animal they would lock me up in a metal box room with a huge metal door and lock it while I sat there by myself so that added onto the trauma. I had a mental breakdown and a psychotic breakdown. Most of it had to do with spiritual beliefs and the older people in it who were manipulating my young mind and taking advantage of me.
I am not sure what in my chart or what transit during those ages and years caused such turmoil and transformation in my life. I could write a whole book during those times and it would sound like a fictional book. But if I had never went through all of that I have a feeling I wouldn’t be here. It’s almost as if I had to have such a dark and dramatic transformation to shake me awake and realize my true potential and optimism and passion. I now have PTSD and an anxiety disorder to this day but I’ve healed so tremendously.
I’m going to college in Psychology and Anthropology to be able to get into Social Work and even other things to help children and I’ve been thinking of becoming a Psychotherapist. I want others to feel safe and happy and content within themselves. I want to produce hope in others. I want to help others transform just as I did.
My chart: https://ibb.co/KwLKBw1
During those ages I was in such a dark time of my life. I attempted suicide many times and even overdosed and ended up in the hospital then a behavior center that felt like purgatory and the nurses didn’t treat me well as if I was a animal they would lock me up in a metal box room with a huge metal door and lock it while I sat there by myself so that added onto the trauma. I had a mental breakdown and a psychotic breakdown. Most of it had to do with spiritual beliefs and the older people in it who were manipulating my young mind and taking advantage of me.
I am not sure what in my chart or what transit during those ages and years caused such turmoil and transformation in my life. I could write a whole book during those times and it would sound like a fictional book. But if I had never went through all of that I have a feeling I wouldn’t be here. It’s almost as if I had to have such a dark and dramatic transformation to shake me awake and realize my true potential and optimism and passion. I now have PTSD and an anxiety disorder to this day but I’ve healed so tremendously.
I’m going to college in Psychology and Anthropology to be able to get into Social Work and even other things to help children and I’ve been thinking of becoming a Psychotherapist. I want others to feel safe and happy and content within themselves. I want to produce hope in others. I want to help others transform just as I did.
My chart: https://ibb.co/KwLKBw1