I feel this is an important period for me, can someone shed some light ?

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Hsar

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So I'm 27 yr old girl, have strugled with anxiety and depression in the recent past, and Im slowly getting through it. Everything about this period screams 'important changes' to me. I am a still a student but I have no clue what do do with my life. I broke my engagement with my boyfriend (we've been together 5 yrs) because it just didn't feel right anymore, even though I still think he is a wonderfull person and hated to hurt him - of course now Im wondering if I have made the right decision.

So basically my questions are: Is my feeling about this being an important period for me right? And are there any things I can expect or things I could do to take advantage of this period ?
How about my lovelife? Did I make a mistake ? Will I ever find love ? In the far or near future ? I kind of have a crush on someone (scorpio) but I think it's just my brain needing some sort of excitement and/or distraction, and also I need affection.

I hope this makes sense and I would appreciate anyone taking the time to look at my chart.

Love, Hsar
 

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Sandarino

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Hsar said:
So I'm 27 yr old girl, have strugled with anxiety and depression in the recent past, and Im slowly getting through it. Everything about this period screams 'important changes' to me. I am a still a student but I have no clue what do do with my life. I broke my engagement with my boyfriend (we've been together 5 yrs) because it just didn't feel right anymore, even though I still think he is a wonderfull person and hated to hurt him - of course now Im wondering if I have made the right decision.

So basically my questions are: Is my feeling about this being an important period for me right? And are there any things I can expect or things I could do to take advantage of this period ?
How about my lovelife? Did I make a mistake ? Will I ever find love ? In the far or near future ? I kind of have a crush on someone (scorpio) but I think it's just my brain needing some sort of excitement and/or distraction, and also I need affection.

I hope this makes sense and I would appreciate anyone taking the time to look at my chart.

Love, Hsar
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Hi Hsar,
I can't help much with your chart, but I understand what your going through, you started your Saturn Return last October, I also have Saturn in Scorpio and I have been going through alot of anxiety and problems from a hormonal imbalance.
From what I understand, Saturn returns are times that you say goodbye to things that aren't working for you, such as relationships or jobs, and get back to your true essence or path. I am also 27 and feeling lost about my future and career and health, but one thing I have learnt so far is that it's a huge transformation and you will come out a stronger person after. You will not go through anything that you can't handle but Saturn will push you out of your comfort zone. I hope you get more understanding from the more experienced astrologers on here, but just know that you are not alone, sending light and love.
 
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Hsar

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Thank you Sandarino, that makes a lot of sense.
The weird part about it all is even though I'm in a 'bad' place right now, at the same time I feel excited about these (radical) changes. I can best describe it as being aware that destruction leads to creation. But as a taurus I'm also afraid of change and I move between these two feelings. And as a human being I am afraid of the great tragedies of life: not finding love, etc
 
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Sandarino

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Hsar said:
Thank you Sandarino, that makes a lot of sense.
The weird part about it all is even though I'm in a 'bad' place right now, at the same time I feel excited about these (radical) changes. I can best describe it as being aware that destruction leads to creation. But as a taurus I'm also afraid of change and I move between these two feelings. And as a human being I am afraid of the great tragedies of life: not finding love, etc
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Wow, you have a really good attitude towards it all. I have only just started to feel that positive about it, I have really struggled with the anxiety. I have two young kids and my partner works away and my family lives far away, so I have really struggled. My health has been very bad through this period and I have had to ask so many people for help and I guess that's part of my lesson, normally I am really independent, I never ask for help. I normally cope for with change in my surroundings, but not in my self, but I am looking forward to coming out the other side stronger and happier. I hope someone can help you with your chart :smile:
 
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