Violet_Flyer
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Hello. Looking for some interpretations. 2010 has been the biggest year of my life, both the good and the bad. Honestly, I've never experienced anything like it.
I had a 12-month long mystery illness which no one could diagnose that was completely crippling, chronic pain, digestive upsets, bedridden for months at a time (I'm in a period of remission at the moment and praying it stays that way!), My work situation became so unbearably bad, that I ended up quitting and leaving my 10 year career to pursue my dream of writing a novel (200 pages and counting!), my step-daughter tried to OD and stopped speaking to her father and I, I finally uncovered a repressed memory that I'd been working on for 15 years of a near death experience, I got married to my bf of 5 years, and am about to go around the world on a trip with him for the next 5 weeks.
Just about everything that "was" in 2009- is no longer-. My relationship has stayed in-tact, but even that changed (becoming a wife). All of my roles/relationships/jobs/health have changed. Some good, some more difficult and requiring a lot of thought and action.
I'm just wondering....what the heck is going on? I've been turned upside down and sideways. I think I've been pretty flexible about it all...but my SR JUST STARTED and I'm wondering "what more could Saturn possibly have in store for me???" I have done so much work in 2010 to get myself in a completely different place that I am hoping that if I stay the course and continue to work hard at my novel and family, Saturn is actually going to reward me for it big time, rather than break me like a twig. I'd really like to believe that Saturn and I can be best buds
I also am starting to learn a bit more about 8th house issues, and as I have 5 planets in that house- am starting to think maybe I should pay attention to that
Would love to know if I am on the right path (quitting my career and tying to write and publish a novel) and if perhaps there are any other lessons or items I need to pay attention to. After 2010, something changed, and I no longer feel that I can work for someone else. Ever again. I have also been considering starting my own business and drawing up some basic plans. Or returning to school to pursue a new field. It's all still a bit unclear.
Also, I recently became convinced I'm going to have a baby in the next 2 years. I just feel it coming. I've already started collecting names!
Anyhoo, thanks for letting me prattle on. and Happy New Year- it's nearly here!!
I had a 12-month long mystery illness which no one could diagnose that was completely crippling, chronic pain, digestive upsets, bedridden for months at a time (I'm in a period of remission at the moment and praying it stays that way!), My work situation became so unbearably bad, that I ended up quitting and leaving my 10 year career to pursue my dream of writing a novel (200 pages and counting!), my step-daughter tried to OD and stopped speaking to her father and I, I finally uncovered a repressed memory that I'd been working on for 15 years of a near death experience, I got married to my bf of 5 years, and am about to go around the world on a trip with him for the next 5 weeks.
Just about everything that "was" in 2009- is no longer-. My relationship has stayed in-tact, but even that changed (becoming a wife). All of my roles/relationships/jobs/health have changed. Some good, some more difficult and requiring a lot of thought and action.
I'm just wondering....what the heck is going on? I've been turned upside down and sideways. I think I've been pretty flexible about it all...but my SR JUST STARTED and I'm wondering "what more could Saturn possibly have in store for me???" I have done so much work in 2010 to get myself in a completely different place that I am hoping that if I stay the course and continue to work hard at my novel and family, Saturn is actually going to reward me for it big time, rather than break me like a twig. I'd really like to believe that Saturn and I can be best buds
I also am starting to learn a bit more about 8th house issues, and as I have 5 planets in that house- am starting to think maybe I should pay attention to that
Would love to know if I am on the right path (quitting my career and tying to write and publish a novel) and if perhaps there are any other lessons or items I need to pay attention to. After 2010, something changed, and I no longer feel that I can work for someone else. Ever again. I have also been considering starting my own business and drawing up some basic plans. Or returning to school to pursue a new field. It's all still a bit unclear.
Also, I recently became convinced I'm going to have a baby in the next 2 years. I just feel it coming. I've already started collecting names!
Anyhoo, thanks for letting me prattle on. and Happy New Year- it's nearly here!!