I know I post questions on here a lot, but I use mystical disciplines in an effort to understand what is happening to me.
I study 'Transportation Design' at an institute in Detroit Michigan. A few days ago I found out I failed a very critical class for the second time and now I am contemplating if I should return to the school or not. I gave it my all and I still failed. We're going to try to appeal the grade, but I don't know if that will work. I just refuse to take the class over for a 3rd time. I have talent and I know deep down I have what it takes to become a Car Designer, because I've improved my skill set drastically over the past year and half but these people just can't see it. It seems like something always gets in the way.
An astrologer told me 'Uranus Square Sun & Neptune' would be transiting my natal chart till at least after my birthday. He said it would bring upon great obstacle and test my ability to withstand change and to stay on the path I have chosen. Is all this an effect of the transits? My father became really sick over the past few weeks while I was at school and was admitted to the hospital, thankfully he's return home now and getting better slowly but surely everyday. However this added extra stress that I didn't need when I was at school. More concerning is that my father handles all my financial obligations with my school and because he's sick I am unsure if I'll be returning for another semester anyway. I've returned to my old job for the 3rd time, but I'm just not happy with where I'm at in life. I feel like I'm stuck, and I see a lot of my high school friends are wrapping up college and/or getting married, having kids.
Will things get better for me? I don't know what to do and I'm starting to feel somewhat depressed about all this. Should I give up?
I study 'Transportation Design' at an institute in Detroit Michigan. A few days ago I found out I failed a very critical class for the second time and now I am contemplating if I should return to the school or not. I gave it my all and I still failed. We're going to try to appeal the grade, but I don't know if that will work. I just refuse to take the class over for a 3rd time. I have talent and I know deep down I have what it takes to become a Car Designer, because I've improved my skill set drastically over the past year and half but these people just can't see it. It seems like something always gets in the way.
An astrologer told me 'Uranus Square Sun & Neptune' would be transiting my natal chart till at least after my birthday. He said it would bring upon great obstacle and test my ability to withstand change and to stay on the path I have chosen. Is all this an effect of the transits? My father became really sick over the past few weeks while I was at school and was admitted to the hospital, thankfully he's return home now and getting better slowly but surely everyday. However this added extra stress that I didn't need when I was at school. More concerning is that my father handles all my financial obligations with my school and because he's sick I am unsure if I'll be returning for another semester anyway. I've returned to my old job for the 3rd time, but I'm just not happy with where I'm at in life. I feel like I'm stuck, and I see a lot of my high school friends are wrapping up college and/or getting married, having kids.
Will things get better for me? I don't know what to do and I'm starting to feel somewhat depressed about all this. Should I give up?
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