Saturnian: I'm sure your right! It seems to fit.
And you should know this with all your Capp planets, right!?
Haha,I guess so,although I'd say that Capricorn is just the cover of the real me.I don't know what sign I would identify my soul/core with.
Other than that,I've always found it that I had to please everyone,and that way I would be pleased.And it's mostly been that way.It can get me pretty down when people tell that I disappointed them,even if they have no right to tell me that.Although as far as I know myself I don't focus that much to materials.Except for certain objects I really love,but it's mostly sentimental.As far as money goes I can give money when I have,sure sometimes I will refuse to do so because I hardly have any money that actually belongs to me and I can manage it however I want.But in my opinion it feels a lot nicer when you share with people actually.It's a very beautiful feeling,so I don't see myself becoming materialistic as I grow up.
I have been poor to be honest,and we still are as a family...but it doesn't make me unhappy.There have been many times when I have felt happy despite being in this state that is viewed so negatively by everyone.I have been happy because I was emotionally doing well,not guess money can grant you happiness.
As far as security goes,what I am looking for isn't material security.That for a second cannot make me feel safe at all,if I can't feel safe with myself.Meaning having confidence in myself.So what I really am looking for is to find the security within me that will give me courage through life and it's obstacles.
I can continue if you like(and of course I want too!)
They often say that Capricorn rising(which I also happen to be one) have had a rough childhood.I don't know if it's true for most Cap rising,but most people face problems even early in their lives,but then some face more...
I could say that the Capricorn rising is true in my case,my childhood wasn't that happy and undisturbed.At 3 years old I moved to another country with my family because my father was there and a civil war was going on in my own country.After that my parents had problems,and the father wasn't that much of a good person after all.My sister(one of the two I have) was born with an illness and now bears it on her back.This is the general idea of the situation/state I was born in.
About not wearing their hearts on their sleeves...in my case it's true.I often feel I am misunderstood cause hey,you know a personality isn;t just a trait or two...it's something way more complex.You can't know all the qualities of a person the instant you meet them...I take my time to get to know someone else and they get to know me,so I don't understand why most people rush so much.I think you need to enjoy it when you are getting to know the other person and it should come naturally not rushed.Otherwise it's gonna get boring and all the excitement will be gone,while if you take it a bit slower on the roas to getting to know a person there will be many surprises and unpredictable traits.Although I usually open up pretty fast,unlike some others.But to display my full personality I need time.
I focus more on the emotions I could say,than other Capricorns I've seen so far in my life.But hey...then I have a Scorpio moon so I am not surprised.Emotions are very very important to me.I really cherish both mine and others',even though I tend to show mine a little bit rarely(of course depending...).And about Capricorns been called gold-diggers or whatever...I don't think they are.They may value money a little bit TOO MUCH,but usually it's their own money,that they've worked hard for.Not the money the would profit from someone else.
In my case again,if someone where of romantic interest to me,little would I care whether he buys me gifts or not.Sure it makes you feel nice when the person you are interested in gives you gifts and stuff showing they care,but if that was his only way of showing his affection to me,I would feel like he is trying to buy me.If i wanted money I am pretty sure I could make on my own...For me the most precious thing,is the time someone spares to hang out with me because they enjoy my company.That is the greatest gift to me,putting me in their everyday lives.Who cares about money and gold etc. when there are far more important things in life?