Scorpio asc gemini rasi . moon in gemini gives romantic lovely desires but venus in 6th gives ill reputed lovers .
venus is in 6th is not good for love and romance infact it gives wild violent experience in romance . venus is in bharani , bharani is controlled by death god yama . so it says all , all your love are painful and tragic .
it all happend in your jupiter dasa who is 5th lord of love romance jupiter is with ketu indicates mismatched eccentric cold complaining argumentative conflicts creating lovers . they always complain you nail pick you . though you get monetary gains from them but character wise not good . this chart is not good for love related things more and more you get into love much you get bitter experiences . in the beginning its goes fine but in the end it gives you , even you had liking towards your friends too .
8th lord in 7th 6th lord in 1st both are aspecting each other . gives ill tempered agressive lovers . 8th house is humiliation 6th house conflicts fights . so what you can expect when both these aspects each other , all your relationship has sad pathetic stories . in your later part of life you lose hopes on marriage and relationship and lead a detached saint like a life .
you also lack mental peace . relationship with mother is not good .
jupiter sees venus as dead enemy so in jupiter dasa you wont get venus things positive . jupiter wantedly creates problems in relationships there by he drags you to spirituality .
also venus saturn conjunction gives bitter experience in relationship till 33 person cannot have relationship if he has then it will goes away leaving bitter experience .
Your good period starts after 2021 you get all good things in life but i have to say this you are not entitled for marital happiness . so careful in relationships .
Wow, what can I say if only I knew all of this prior to entering really bad relationships, but then would I have heeded the warning? All of my serious romantic relationships have ended on bitter terms & involved much pain and tragedy. Sad & pathetic as you say. It's pretty depressing to know that I am not going to experience a positive romantic experience in this lifetime and I feel robbed in that area because I put a lot of effort into my relationships hoping they'd be my forever. Oh well I guess Jupiter will have it's day and my spiritual path will be my focus as I age.
You are also right about the bad relationship with my Mother who was really abusive towards me as a child, cold, calculating & highly manipulative throughout my adult life. I don't talk to her at all and she still won't address the damage she has done not only to me but other family members.
I was told that I would have better opportunity for romance from June 2021 but that my chart isn't good and that if any potential should arise I should consult a synastry reading and/or tarot reading. Maybe the good will come into other parts of my life??? I pray for something good in this life!!!
Thanks for your reply. I can't disagree with anything you have said at all as it's spot on. Even though I was hoping for a different response I really value the feedback no matter how hard it is to take in.