Abby83
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I hope this is in the right category.
Right now im really struggling with the constant changeability in my life. I gave birth to 3 kids 7 yrs ago but it's mostly since 4 yrs ago that I have struggled with the amount of frequent unexpected changes in my life. Up until my son was 4 i still had structure and routine. But since then, no matter how hard we try to develop a routine we get news of change coming on a weekly basis. Like seriously, a weekly basis!! This doesnt do too well with my mars and venus in virgo. It brings me too much chaos. So my question is -
WHEN WILL THE CHANGEABILITY END AND WHEN WILL I HAVE A STRUCTURE/ROUTINE AGAIN?
Looking at the chart i can see me (moon) is in gemini. Moon is always changing and asc is late degree of cancer but then i can see the next asc sign is leo, and the sun is also in gemini. So both moon and sun are in the changeable sign of gemini. On top of that, north node is in gemini. Perhaps this is telling me i need to get used to having a ;lifestyle full of sudden changes. after all, my natal north node is in gemini. but i cant seem to get used to it. i mean for f sake 2 weeks ago i started a new exercise regimen where on monday i played tennis, tuesday i danced, wednesday i played basketball, thursday i relaxed, friday i played basketball again. then the following week my twins got sick and then i got sick, this is just a small example, but regardless, nothing is staying the same for longer than a week in my life. I cant even maintain a job cos i never know when ill be able to work and then something comes in and throws it off again. So when is my life going to stabilise with routine?
Right now im really struggling with the constant changeability in my life. I gave birth to 3 kids 7 yrs ago but it's mostly since 4 yrs ago that I have struggled with the amount of frequent unexpected changes in my life. Up until my son was 4 i still had structure and routine. But since then, no matter how hard we try to develop a routine we get news of change coming on a weekly basis. Like seriously, a weekly basis!! This doesnt do too well with my mars and venus in virgo. It brings me too much chaos. So my question is -
WHEN WILL THE CHANGEABILITY END AND WHEN WILL I HAVE A STRUCTURE/ROUTINE AGAIN?
Looking at the chart i can see me (moon) is in gemini. Moon is always changing and asc is late degree of cancer but then i can see the next asc sign is leo, and the sun is also in gemini. So both moon and sun are in the changeable sign of gemini. On top of that, north node is in gemini. Perhaps this is telling me i need to get used to having a ;lifestyle full of sudden changes. after all, my natal north node is in gemini. but i cant seem to get used to it. i mean for f sake 2 weeks ago i started a new exercise regimen where on monday i played tennis, tuesday i danced, wednesday i played basketball, thursday i relaxed, friday i played basketball again. then the following week my twins got sick and then i got sick, this is just a small example, but regardless, nothing is staying the same for longer than a week in my life. I cant even maintain a job cos i never know when ill be able to work and then something comes in and throws it off again. So when is my life going to stabilise with routine?