boisdandaloup
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art academy, herbalism and very much into all things neptunian, uranian, jupiterian and the likes. as an adolescent i started writing down my dreams, sometimes 3 to 4 dreams a night. i stopped doing this for the last year though. i've been studying so many things about neptune, but the more i learn about it, the more i try to dissolve it and sometimes even walk away from it. i try to take my night dreams less serious, as daydreaming about them all day long, doesnt seem to be productive (anymore). the tricky venus sq both mc and neptune have been sometimes difficult to understand and accept (especially in love life). but since meditating more frequently i seem to cope with it easier
i think art is kind of my life, form, color, taste, smell, rythm, especially all kind of abstract things. aswell as nature and natural things (6th house venus and mars, herbalism, vegetarianism, caring for animals and people, helping out, ..). i have tried to study all things related to mc and aspects towards it and am only more riddled with time. nor neptune or mc receive light aspects, it seems as venus is the strongest, and receiving plenty of supportive aspects from jupiter and saturn. would this suggest it is safe to take on a more venusian approach to a life-calling? i understand things do not have to be easy, where is great conflict, is much to learn. but in this case would it be more accurate to assume venus is showing where the good stuff is careerwise- callingwise? or am i not seeing the drawing overal?
what about uranus? is it close enough to the mc to also count as a high point? i love all things uranian, but i know in these matters i should think less about preferences and more about what is necessary to do and develop.
and what about the aries point at venus and neptune? i have the feeling neptune and venus are prominent in the chart in several parts and in different aspects. even in size of the houses. i start to see them everywhere. or maybe i have been looking at it too much for too long. not seeing the forest through the trees. <<
i tend to float through life most of the times, inspired by sometimes rather small things, they become larger than life visions, i start to feel so adventurous (sag moon conj uranus?) then to realise this is a total unrealistic plan with scattered forces (mars sq nept). some days later the same will happen but with an entire different idea in an entirely different setting atleast i have plenty of energy to go on like this untill i find something useful. there seems not to be a specific focus. in fact i might be able to envision 10 to 20 different careerpaths i would like to do and at the same time totally none , maybe a career as a career-collector would be interesting or is this called 'teaching different subjects'?
the same applies to the arts. as i've once seen it is possible to see what kind of doctor one might have the necessary talents for, by analyzing in which house specific planets lie. for example oncology, pharmacy, etcetera. are there comparable guidelines for the arts? visual, musical, painting, sculpting and so on?
as saturn return is only some months away i feel this is an appropriate time to start thinking about it more seriously (though this serious attitude also scares me at the same time). but time is ticking, and i really have to do it this time (that's 4 times 'time' in one sentence .. chronos
if anyone wants to come and shine a light, would be really nice
i think art is kind of my life, form, color, taste, smell, rythm, especially all kind of abstract things. aswell as nature and natural things (6th house venus and mars, herbalism, vegetarianism, caring for animals and people, helping out, ..). i have tried to study all things related to mc and aspects towards it and am only more riddled with time. nor neptune or mc receive light aspects, it seems as venus is the strongest, and receiving plenty of supportive aspects from jupiter and saturn. would this suggest it is safe to take on a more venusian approach to a life-calling? i understand things do not have to be easy, where is great conflict, is much to learn. but in this case would it be more accurate to assume venus is showing where the good stuff is careerwise- callingwise? or am i not seeing the drawing overal?
what about uranus? is it close enough to the mc to also count as a high point? i love all things uranian, but i know in these matters i should think less about preferences and more about what is necessary to do and develop.
and what about the aries point at venus and neptune? i have the feeling neptune and venus are prominent in the chart in several parts and in different aspects. even in size of the houses. i start to see them everywhere. or maybe i have been looking at it too much for too long. not seeing the forest through the trees. <<
i tend to float through life most of the times, inspired by sometimes rather small things, they become larger than life visions, i start to feel so adventurous (sag moon conj uranus?) then to realise this is a total unrealistic plan with scattered forces (mars sq nept). some days later the same will happen but with an entire different idea in an entirely different setting atleast i have plenty of energy to go on like this untill i find something useful. there seems not to be a specific focus. in fact i might be able to envision 10 to 20 different careerpaths i would like to do and at the same time totally none , maybe a career as a career-collector would be interesting or is this called 'teaching different subjects'?
the same applies to the arts. as i've once seen it is possible to see what kind of doctor one might have the necessary talents for, by analyzing in which house specific planets lie. for example oncology, pharmacy, etcetera. are there comparable guidelines for the arts? visual, musical, painting, sculpting and so on?
as saturn return is only some months away i feel this is an appropriate time to start thinking about it more seriously (though this serious attitude also scares me at the same time). but time is ticking, and i really have to do it this time (that's 4 times 'time' in one sentence .. chronos
if anyone wants to come and shine a light, would be really nice