Our faith becomes tested now and then in life it’s strength depends on how much faith we really have after all.
You were born with a harsh Sun square Moon and Moon in the 12th house of solitariness. Your 9th house of your conception is ruled by Mars which happens to be conjunct Saturn and squares Pluto. These are some harsher things to overcome in life which were promised as part of the entry into life as a soul to these parents. Whether you took the lessons you were given and used them wisely, evolving and growing as you suffered is up to each of us alone.
You have a lot of inner faith, Venus in Pisces (Jupiter in Pisces trine Mars and sextile the Sun) which you tend to rely on during these down times and I can see that in the chart.
Yet overcoming life’s challenges flung seemingly randomly to us can be overwhelming too at times.
You were born with a harsh Uranus opposition to Mercury and Venus as well as
Uranus opposed Chiron in the 8th house (just prior to the conception house) – Do you know what happened to your mother prior to your conception that might have stayed/lingered with her for a long time making her incredibly sad and upsetting her equilibrium; perhaps right up to the marriage?
Your father appears to be stronger in this marriage then your mom – as she felt lonely and turned away, resorting to the 12th house and all that implies. Were there mental issues? You were born with Neptune trine the Moon, or this may even tell us that she was the source of so much faith and you copied her ways and spiritual beliefs.
Meanwhile, as to the immediacy of your problems now, time will take care of these and you will see much better days ahead, stronger for having overcome the battles. Born with Uranus in the 2nd house (a planet of sorrows due to sudden events, and taking away what you love without notice) is
opposite that 8th (pre-conception) house Chiron, (the suffering) –
This suggests to me that your covenant as a soul you made when you entered this time, related to these parents you chose for specific lessons to learn, and they seem to be ones surrounded by pain and loss
yet hopeful Faith survives. Currently you are undergoing another harsh aspect grouping
of Pluto-Saturn square your Chiron.\
I feel for you dear, but keep the faith, times will improve for you. Pray as though your life depended on it, and the lord will hear you. Study your dreams for often the answers lay there. If you try and keep a dream diary, even in a word document, you will begin to notice a pattern with the dreamscape.
You clipped off the dob, so how old are You now if you don't mind sharing that pertinent data. ?
When you created this chart, you can also have for free, a nice feature that astrodienst offers on the 2nd page which says, "Short Forecast" and looks like this.
THIS feature will give you further clues as to the dates beginning & ending of the transits.