So after spending about an hour reading an excellent summary of Karma by Miss Saturn, I've come up with the following conclusions:
Merit Karma: Venus 2H trine MC,
Redemptive Karma: Sun in 12H, Neptune in 4th/5th House conjunct Mars, Neptune square Venus,
Attitudinal Karma: 6H is empty, but Sun & Mercury, Moon & Pluto are fixed signs
Work Karma: Gemini Chiron in 10th House
Communication Karma: Leo Mercury in 11th House square Scorpio Pluto in 3rd house (gossip)
Sins of Ommission and Commission: Scorpio Moon sextile Cap. Mars, Cap. Neptune sextile Scorpio Pluto, Libra Venus sextile Sag. Saturn, Leo Mercury sextile Libra Venus
Relationship Karma: Cap. Mars 5th House square Libra Venus 2nd House
Pacts and Promises: Cap. Mars 5th House square Libra Venus 2nd House
Karma in the Making: Aries North Node in 8th House, Libra Venus in 2nd House, Mars & Neptune (4th & 5th house) square Libra Venus
Wow. That's a lot of bad karma. I definitely see the Karma of Ignorance, as I experienced that mostly throughout elementary school and middle school as a child. Its also helped cause me to cut myself off from much of the world.
Then there is the much more serious Karma of Aggression. Mars & Neptune (4th & 5th house) square Libra Venus says a lot, sadly. As does the phrase "Done, done, and done again."
Somehow I knew at a very young age that this life was going to be particularly painful and lonely. I just wish it wasn't at the expense of those around me, the innocent bystanders if you will.
I've included my natal chart, but does anyone have any suggestions on how to turn things around, despite generating a good seven years of bad karma ? Is there any way to start paying back some of this karmic debt I've managed to build up over time, this life and previous lives?
Merit Karma: Venus 2H trine MC,
Redemptive Karma: Sun in 12H, Neptune in 4th/5th House conjunct Mars, Neptune square Venus,
Attitudinal Karma: 6H is empty, but Sun & Mercury, Moon & Pluto are fixed signs
Work Karma: Gemini Chiron in 10th House
Communication Karma: Leo Mercury in 11th House square Scorpio Pluto in 3rd house (gossip)
Sins of Ommission and Commission: Scorpio Moon sextile Cap. Mars, Cap. Neptune sextile Scorpio Pluto, Libra Venus sextile Sag. Saturn, Leo Mercury sextile Libra Venus
Relationship Karma: Cap. Mars 5th House square Libra Venus 2nd House
Pacts and Promises: Cap. Mars 5th House square Libra Venus 2nd House
Karma in the Making: Aries North Node in 8th House, Libra Venus in 2nd House, Mars & Neptune (4th & 5th house) square Libra Venus
The Moon reflects emotional Karma, and the exact reward or punishment for what you have lain out emotionally previously to this lifetime, or what your emotional lessons may be. Moon in Scorpio is in one of the worse sign as it is in fall, they are the most sensitive, vulnerable, passionate, frightened, and most extreme of all Moons. So there is a major Karma involved with everyone who's Moon is in Scorpio.
The Third House
Would show a Karma with the mind. Planets in the 3rd house under stress, in Gemini, sometimes indicates mental instability, psychological Karma, or mental illness if one is not strong enough to handle this type of Karma. Some of the communication problems could be with brothers, sisters, neighbors, or even teaching. It is either that they're not heard right or they don't hear things as they should. This extends to relating things to others that is wrong.
The Fourth House
Planets or afflicted planets in Cancer show Karma with the mother, feelings, residence, and security. Saturn is detriment in Cancer so any tendency to have an emotional wall will be further strengthened. The fourth house also signifies past lives, so when you get your button pushed and have no idea why you react the way you do, it could be from a past life.
Wow. That's a lot of bad karma. I definitely see the Karma of Ignorance, as I experienced that mostly throughout elementary school and middle school as a child. Its also helped cause me to cut myself off from much of the world.
Then there is the much more serious Karma of Aggression. Mars & Neptune (4th & 5th house) square Libra Venus says a lot, sadly. As does the phrase "Done, done, and done again."
Somehow I knew at a very young age that this life was going to be particularly painful and lonely. I just wish it wasn't at the expense of those around me, the innocent bystanders if you will.
I've included my natal chart, but does anyone have any suggestions on how to turn things around, despite generating a good seven years of bad karma ? Is there any way to start paying back some of this karmic debt I've managed to build up over time, this life and previous lives?