Blaze
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Oh...Exalt Saturn conjunct Mars sounds bad but....conjunct SN/Ketu? Sounds like an abusive relationship.
I'll PM you. No need to bring mundane stresses into the spiritual realm.
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Oh...Exalt Saturn conjunct Mars sounds bad but....conjunct SN/Ketu? Sounds like an abusive relationship.
I'll PM you. No need to bring mundane stresses into the spiritual realm.
Blaze
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Huh. What do you think the dream was about? I've often had some of my most....insane dreams while under the effects of an illness like the Flu.
Blaze
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The past week I had this thought that I should gift my family a painting of flowers for the living room of their new place. I must have had this thought continuously for about 4-5 days. And, the 5th day I had a message on my whatsapp with pictures of paintings of flowers that my family had bought, well, for the dining area.
That's interesting. It kind of sounds like Deja Vu, though you didn't really "see it" so I guess that wouldn't make it so. Still neat though, ever had deja vu?
Blaze
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You can always use this place as a way to keep track of crazy dreams. Write whenever, Bismo.
Those dreams sound pretty intense though. The first two are in the category of "weird/creepy" and the last one....hmm. I wonder if perhaps your father feels he's disappointed you in someway? None of my ******* business for sure, but just a theory.
Kscar
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I still don't know for sure. I do know that each time it shows up again at least one more book has some sort of scrawling on a page. Can never make it out.
This one is tame compared to some of the others I've had. Woke up feeling whatever happened in them. Most of them involve violence and my death. Though I think the deaths may be a metaphor.
aquarius7000
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There are various forms of having psychic ability and getting to know the future, like clairvoyance, clairaudience, having dreams, etc. I have almost all of them.
A voice told me about the Berlin Truck accident in the Christmas market. Same thing with the Hoboken (NJ) train accident
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Phoenix Venus
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Yeah, his Saturn at 1 Libra, sun at 3 Libra, so these were close conjunctions to my mars/sn. And his moon in Aries was opposing this stuff.
It wasn't physically abusive but emotionally so. He had and abusive childhood and also was going through recovery with drug addiction. I think I maybe was trying to save him. I def. learned my lesson. So done being the savior. Also done with getting involved Just to "give it a chance".
I will be honest I believe very strongly that the reason i'm having these dreams is because i'm picking up on his energy, his strong attachments to me. He was not the only guy whose told me that theyve never met a woman that treated them so well in a relationship. He had me on a pedestal and was a bit obsessive.
Maybe the next time I have this dream, I will remember to breathe in and turn his image into a better dream.
Phoenix Venus
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Very beautiful dream.
Reminds me of some words by Rudhyaar which comes from his summation of the symbol for Aries 14:
"There must be a polarization before there can be fulfillment. The tragedy of so many contemporary lives is that, having become sharply individualized, the men and women cannot find their truly matching polar-opposite. Because they are not fulfilled at the root level of human emotions and vitalistic forces, they pass their lives seeking the ideal complement, often glamorized as the "soul mate." This search can find its expression at several levels. At the mystical level we have the examples of the "spiritual marriage" of Saint Francis of Assisi and Santa Clara, or recently of Sri Aurobindo and Mother Mira.
The Adam and Eve story (in Hebrew,*Ishand*Isha*- much more significant names!) refers to this principle of polarization, although the story has been turned upside down by priestly intellects to serve their purposes. Adam and Eve accepted the Presence, not of the Tempter, but of the Individualizer, who sought to have them born out of the womb of unconscious passivity to Nature's God. [emphasis mine, pv] But the result of the experience frightened them. They "hid"; they failed in the great test of individualization, and*in this sense*the archetype of that failure is deeply imbedded in man's*genericunconscious. It is repeated time after time.
Modern "individuals" are confronted with another test, but they do not understand its meaning. It is the test of polarized conscious participation in the evolutionary process - a polarization that could dissolve alienation, isolation and egocentricity. In a sense at least, this was the old Tantric concept in India; but today many young people accept the concept only superficially and miss its real essence. They cannot understand the meaning of*entering into*the serpent, i.e. of developing eonic consciousness and that transpersonal living which once was characterized by the words: Not I live, but Christ lives me - Christ, whose symbolic number in Gnosticism is 888."
Phoenix Venus
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One of my old favorite dreams ever:
I was outside my house on the porch. The sky was deep and bright orange. The sun and moon were both out, and they were moving toward one another.
As they drew close, their lights reflected off one another and created a third sphere of light. This sphere of light beamed down upon me and washed me in an overwhelming sense of loving warmth and peace.
This was the first moment I consciously (even though i was asleep it was a conscious thought in my mind) observed God's presence on me.
I was outside my house on the porch. The sky was deep and bright orange. The sun and moon were both out, and they were moving toward one another.
As they drew close, their lights reflected off one another and created a third sphere of light. This sphere of light beamed down upon me and washed me in an overwhelming sense of loving warmth and peace.
This was the first moment I consciously (even though i was asleep it was a conscious thought in my mind) observed God's presence on me.
Kscar
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I've had my fair share of deaths in my dreams, from getting shot with all sorts of things from guns to blow darts. Throat slit ect.
Weirdest one was walking around in a video store, some guy walks in, feels off and I try to keep away from him, he goes crazy and starts shooting people with a nail gun. I get shot a few times and make it out to the alleyway while bleeding out. Next thing I know Im walking down the street my mom lived on but I wasn't me physically, tried convincing my mom of who I was and she couldn't believe it.
After this dream I felt the nails for weeks. Two dreams involving my throat I felt for a few days. Warmth and cooling of the resulting fluid.
Weirdest one was walking around in a video store, some guy walks in, feels off and I try to keep away from him, he goes crazy and starts shooting people with a nail gun. I get shot a few times and make it out to the alleyway while bleeding out. Next thing I know Im walking down the street my mom lived on but I wasn't me physically, tried convincing my mom of who I was and she couldn't believe it.
After this dream I felt the nails for weeks. Two dreams involving my throat I felt for a few days. Warmth and cooling of the resulting fluid.
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Blaze
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Interesting. Mars is out of sect in your chart and in the 12th (Harm from others). Mine is in-sect and in the 12th yet all my killing dreams see me as the killer. From becoming a giant golden primate that destroys a city, to a brutal beating of some unknown individual.
Blaze
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This dream I had last night.
Was standing on the edge of a city and a desert. The city was covered in shadows, as though the light was taken out of it. Darkness. The desert was barren, I remember heat, a freedom of some kind. From the shadow city, a man approached. I couldn't see his face as the crown he wore on his head was blinding. The crown itself looked like the sun crown, the same one worn by the god of the sun, Helios, but the tips were on fire. Anywhere their light touched, brightened up the shadow city and I was, once again, in awe of this. The crown wearer stood in front of me and beckoned me toward him.
From the desert, another man came. He wore no crown, but an aura of gold covered his body, seemly coming from his head and moving downward. This one also had no face, but dressed in simply robes and was barefoot. It was at this moment that I realized the other man, the one with the crown, had a suit on with a cape attached to it.
The robe wearer didn't offer his hand to me. Instead, with the stick he carried, he pointed into the desert.
This is the weird part.
After he pointed into the desert, loud speakers began to blare, the ground cracked and the man with the crown began to rise on a podium made from black onyx. As he arose, so did faceless masses. They began popping out from the ground that was a desert, cheering the crown wearer on, chanting something unintelligible all the while.
The area from which I stood became a ship, a giant one, with the crown wearer at the helm. The robe wearer was still standing and pointing, this time at an exit, which lead toward another desert.
Woke up before it ended. Pretty intense for something so normal as standing.
Was standing on the edge of a city and a desert. The city was covered in shadows, as though the light was taken out of it. Darkness. The desert was barren, I remember heat, a freedom of some kind. From the shadow city, a man approached. I couldn't see his face as the crown he wore on his head was blinding. The crown itself looked like the sun crown, the same one worn by the god of the sun, Helios, but the tips were on fire. Anywhere their light touched, brightened up the shadow city and I was, once again, in awe of this. The crown wearer stood in front of me and beckoned me toward him.
From the desert, another man came. He wore no crown, but an aura of gold covered his body, seemly coming from his head and moving downward. This one also had no face, but dressed in simply robes and was barefoot. It was at this moment that I realized the other man, the one with the crown, had a suit on with a cape attached to it.
The robe wearer didn't offer his hand to me. Instead, with the stick he carried, he pointed into the desert.
This is the weird part.
After he pointed into the desert, loud speakers began to blare, the ground cracked and the man with the crown began to rise on a podium made from black onyx. As he arose, so did faceless masses. They began popping out from the ground that was a desert, cheering the crown wearer on, chanting something unintelligible all the while.
The area from which I stood became a ship, a giant one, with the crown wearer at the helm. The robe wearer was still standing and pointing, this time at an exit, which lead toward another desert.
Woke up before it ended. Pretty intense for something so normal as standing.
Kscar
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Anytime I take on the antagonist in these dreams, they die. Only because there is always some sort of help from some where. The help is only there when I fight back. Never when I can't or won't.
Interesting, feels meaningful. Should try and intuit the message if it's not obvious.
Interesting, feels meaningful. Should try and intuit the message if it's not obvious.
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Kscar
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As far as Pisces goes, all I have there is my MC and NN. Jupiter is in Gemini. Depending on house system it's in either the 11H or 12H. Neptune is in Cap on the cusp of the 6/7 or just the 7H. Some circles think Pluto ruled Pisces. I don't go that route personally. Though that stalker is in my 5H. So... Dreams and influence. I'm intrigued.
Blaze
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Simple one last night. Involved a black wasp and myself. Was sitting on a wooden bench when this black wasp kept flying into me. It would cling to my t-shirt an I'd, gently, push it off and place it onto the floor. But it kept clinging to me, which lasted until I woke.
A game of pushing, putting and zipping back. Weird little bug.
A game of pushing, putting and zipping back. Weird little bug.
Blaze
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Apparently 12th house does influence dreams. Wherever you're at right now, whatever planet or sign is in the 12th, influences it. 9th house rules visions, apparently.