Forgotten Warrior
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It's been ripping me for at least a year,and I can't take it anymore.
I feel like a huge failure,why do I lack everything?
What are even my talents,if I have one?
I'm so stupid....
I try to make my mother happy, but I can't even do that.
Because I'm talentless,I can't study to become a doctor and heal her.
Why?Why?
God doesn't help the sinners,I'm one of them.I can't even think of forgiveness,when He did so much for us before.
I'm sorry,so sorry.That I exist....
I won't commit suicide,but I can't live my life like normal people do either.
At least I won't make my family sad by disappearing.
I feel like a huge failure,why do I lack everything?
What are even my talents,if I have one?
I'm so stupid....
I try to make my mother happy, but I can't even do that.
Because I'm talentless,I can't study to become a doctor and heal her.
Why?Why?
God doesn't help the sinners,I'm one of them.I can't even think of forgiveness,when He did so much for us before.
I'm sorry,so sorry.That I exist....
I won't commit suicide,but I can't live my life like normal people do either.
At least I won't make my family sad by disappearing.
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