Can someone help me to understand my T-square and how to balance it? I’m try to find practical advices.
It’s between Chiron-Jupiter-Venus and Venus 12th house cusp is the focal planet. It’s also mutable so that might make easier. Release point is at 5th house 2Pisces37. But I don’t what to do in real life to get rid of this.
At the moment I don´t feel I have energy to study this by myself and that´s why I opened this thread. I would like to hear practical advices what I should do.
This is a significant T-Square with 5 planets involved, including Sun and Moon! One of the things we look at with T-Squares is the opposite point of the apex planet(s) - which for you is 2-5 degrees Gemini, 9th house, where your Chiron is. They call it the "missing leg" that would make it a square. Your South Node "wound" (conjunct Neptune) is also in the 3rd house, Sag with North Node remedy also in the 9th. So that makes Chiron, North Node and the 9th house a place to look for balance and remedy.
For you, it's a little confusing, because Gemini is covers a lot of the 9th house (Sag's natural house) and Sag covers a lot of the 3rd house, which is Gemini's natural house. So how to interpret this? We need to look at your chart on the whole to get a better feel for what this T-square is about in the first place.
The South Node conjunct Neptune suggests that you feel a bit lost in regard to self-identity - who you think you are. In the 3rd house, you might feel you don't have the resources to do what you really want, or, you feel so stressed making ends meet that you don't have time to reflect. Your mind might be going too fast.
At the same time, because SN is in Sag, you may have concluded some things about yourself or life itself that aren't true, making reflecting upon your core values and the meaning of life a balancing activity. That is the meaning of the NN in the 9th - to think about the bigger picture - to develop a philosophy to live by - to reflect upon what is truly of value to you - what is meaningful.
Your Sun in Leo in the 11th is about aligning your personal goals with your "tribe" (like-minded people) to do something to make the world a better place. Your Moon is in Aquarius in the 5th saying that you need to do something to distinguish yourself - to be creative, unique and true to your own self. Then you have the squares to Jupiter and Uranus in Sag, 3rd.
Jupiter says to go for it - have faith in yourself - think big. Uranus says you've got to be your special, unique self - to communicate your thoughts in words, to write, teach, or work in a field involving communication or sharing information. Sun and Moon square Jupiter/Uranus is saying - you will do this!
What's missing? The missing leg in Sag-9th. You have a wound (Chiron) to your Gemini in 9th - which could mean you need to revise your ideas or beliefs about your abilities to communicate or write or be creative or to stand out, etc. It has something to do with your mental processes.
Pluto in Libra is about evolving how you relate to people. With Saturn also in Libra - even if barely - you could be overly dependent upon what other people think, so that you don't feel confident in being more independent or different.
Virgo Rising with Mercury on it - you need to analyze to understand yourself - and others - and to discern what is you and what is other people. Virgo is good at that. If you're doing negative Virgo, then you may be self-doubting or self-criticizing. To get out of it - you want to get in your mind and start analyzing to understand. This gets you out of the feeling state of self-doubt, worry, fear, anxiety, etc. - all negative Virgo qualities. It can be done with some attention and effort.
I hope this is helpful.
