The reason I have referred to my experience of Neptune as hideous is because of my experience. I have it transiting seventh since 2012 and for a few years it was opposite Pluto which was awful. I have also experienced it in a challenging transit to Venus. My experience of it had been on a par with negative Pluto transits.Firstly, it is not just you that has Pluto in Capricorn or Saturn in Aquarius. Off the top of my head, Pluto has been in Cap I think since 2010, so it is like a whole generation that has been undergoing Pluto in Cap. Saturn has just entered Aquarius for all.
Also, I fail to understand why you would use such a strong and negative adjective to describe Neptune - "hideous". Is it due to your own understanding of Neptune being responsible for some personal experience, which makes you term Nep hideous?
Pluto transiting your 5th, which is, like the 1st, the house of self-expression, could have awakened some past issues of bullying, esp. since you have Pluto in the first house.
On a slightly different, but connected note, I know somebody, who has the exact same placement of that Plu-Ura combo along with a personal planet on their Asc. and yes, on several occasions, per my own experience, they can be very stubborn and bully-ish.
In terms of my Pluto Uranus I can be stubborn but never in my life have I been referred to as a bully. I used to be a therapist that requires empathy and good relationship skills so I'm far from a bully. I have also seen numerous posts on here by people who have had bad experiences with various transits and have referred to them in all kinds of ways so I don't see an issue with me referring in a negative way to a planet whose transits have impacted upon me negatively. Anyway, thankyou for taking the time to respond.